Recent content by Koushirou

Two years ago, I caught a kitten living under the drain in a retaining pond near my house. Named him Bruce for the handsomeness of Bruce Wayne and for his ability to fly through the air like Batman (usually to knock food out of my hand). Today I had to give him up as part of my divorce...

Husband finished moving out today. Thankfully no drama or any bullshit from his family. They were in and out pretty quickly. My brother came over to hang out while they were here just in case any shit started, which made me feel better. Husband will be back in a week to pick up Bruce and Bruce’s...

Do they still have the pineapple Pepsi there?

I did buy a new work mat and a runner rack yesterday…maybe I can squeeze out one of my smaller kits and not worry too much about having to move it.

I'm still confused as to what the fuck pickleball is and why it came out of nowhere and why the fuck is it absolutely everywhere now.

Sadly I haven’t even built anything in a while and the most painting I do on my kits is maybe some panel lining or hand painting some of the details and for that I’ve just mostly used techniques I’ve used for mini painting or I’ve used acrylic paint pens. I do have an airbrush but I’m nervous...

It's tough when all the activities I enjoy are just online or solo hobbies. I mean, there was MtG, but that was always something I did together with the husband, never by myself. Overall, I'm a pretty boring person and just don't really deviate from the stuff I already enjoy. Yeah...

Last week, I woke up 4 different times through out the morning to 4 different fucking charlie horses. Fuck this shit.

The stopping seeing people just seems difficult to me. I don't want to have to deal with conflict or hurt feelings or whatever else. I don't like having to be mean to people potentially.

This is actually a concern I have: that I'd put in effort into making friends just to realize that I don't like them and now I'm stuck with them.

Actually went out on a boat with some of my guildies from Fennin for a day or so. Was a great day. Best times of my life have been meeting folks IRL for Blizzcons or PAX or other conventions and get-togethers. I'll always take the opportunity to meet up with an online friend if the...

Is it bad I was also a Fennin Ro player?

Unfortunately so far, it's done jack and shit for either issue so probably just going to get off of it after the month of trying it.

I even mentioned I'm not really sure what I want. Just someone checking in on me on occasion without me having to prompt first, I guess? Like, it's no secret to them that I'm struggling and feeling shitty. Would at least hope my family would be capable of doing that. And yeah, Khane's...

I thought I'd start feeling better now that the husband got his own place and is already moving his stuff out, aside from being sad about losing my cat, Bruce. He'll be done everything next weekend when his family comes down and moves the last of his big furniture. As much as he doesn't get...