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  1. Koushirou

    Whats rustling your jimmies?

    Yeahhh, already nailed a little hook next to it to do just that.
  2. Koushirou

    Whats rustling your jimmies?

    Come home from the gym to being told "that thing in the basement is beeping." Go downstairs and there's a nice big puddle under the water heater and some water has run down the power cord and into the outlet and shorted a bunch of shit. I can totally afford some more home repair shit right now.
  3. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Goddamn, I want those.
  4. Koushirou

    Project Quarm - 1 Box Planes of Power

    Losing all that custom stuff sounds like aids. RIP.
  5. Koushirou

    RL Picture Thread

    Already got him.
  6. Koushirou

    Umamusume: Pretty Derby

    What the fuck.
  7. Koushirou

    Depression

    Did end up going for a couple days to Ocean City with the family. Told myself I was just going to have a good time and focus on positive things and I think I held up pretty well. Didn’t get into the funk of thinking about being the fifth wheel, etc. Did some beach time, went fishing for the...
  8. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Oh fuck, bagel chips now, too? Fuuuuuuuuuuck.
  9. Koushirou

    Depression

    It's not that I want it, but sad to say it still feels bad when you hear about damn near every female on the internet having the problem of creepers or weirdos, etc. and I'm over here and it's completely crickets having never had this issue ever. Like, what the fuck is so wrong with me that not...
  10. Koushirou

    Depression

    I like how people attribute the lack of my DMs blowing up when my marriage ended to board atrophy or increased maturity or whatever, when I'm pretty sure it's just because I'm just that fucked up and worthless.
  11. Koushirou

    Depression

    Yesterday was bad. I always feel like shit on holidays when I'm alone. Started off at the grocery store watching nothing but families buying stuff for get-togethers and cook-outs while I went home with a couple of pre-made salads and cat food. Went back home to play EQ with some friends since...
  12. Koushirou

    Home Improvement

    Hell, I figured that'd looked pretty clean for a workspace.
  13. Koushirou

    Depression

    Car won’t start this morning. Throwing a million errors with the brakes. I just spent $550 in maintenance two weeks ago on it. Had to wake up the husband to take me to my consult with the divorce lawyer, lol. Fucking kill me.
  14. Koushirou

    Depression

    That sounds like it'd be a straight depressing and sad experience, personally. Paying someone to pretend to like me for a bit just sounds pathetic.
  15. Koushirou

    Depression

    Random hook-ups don't sound the least bit appealing to me. Maybe just cope since it's not like I've ever been presented with one, but the thought of just banging a stranger sounds awful. Even if it were just for fun, the people I was with couldn't even be bothered to make sure I had a good...
  16. Koushirou

    Depression

    Who do you think is going to fuck me if I could barely even get my own husband to do it? Sure, I can go advertise myself up on the incel forums and go be a piece of meat for a bit, but when all I really have left is my rapidly dwindling dignity do you really think that's going to make me feel...
  17. Koushirou

    Death and... Taxes.

    This helps it make more sense. Thanks.
  18. Koushirou

    Depression

    Sorry, feel like this is turning into my personal journal or some shit, so if it's too much just yell at me. The feeling better didn't last long and last few days have been back to feeling like shit. Trying to stay positive about things is so incredibly exhausting and I'm already so damn tired...
  19. Koushirou

    Death and... Taxes.

    Yeah, I'm sure it is. Obviously just wasn't something I considered when I got it originally, and TBH even if it was written in big ass bold letters and told to me over and over, it's not like it would have changed my original plans because I needed down payment money and that's what I had...
  20. Koushirou

    Death and... Taxes.

    Not quite sure where to put this, but anyway, when I bought my house a few years ago I had taken a loan on my 401k to help with my down payment. Thought this was a normal thing, but maybe I was dumb? Talked with Fidelity the other day just to go over options of what to do with my 401k and also I...
  21. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    What kind of sick bitch takes the ice cube trays out of the freezer?
  22. Koushirou

    Post Your Pet

    Was trying to take a nap, but just felt uncomfortable for some reason. Turn around and…
  23. Koushirou

    Daybreak Sues The Heroes Journey EQ EMU Server Devs

    Saw they were advertising engineering positions, so figured I'd at least look since I lost my job. $40-60k range for software engineers in fucking San Diego, lol. Get the fuck out of here.
  24. Koushirou

    Depression

    Yeah, I'm super leery of selling the house, just because I don't want to lose that interest rate, lol. But all that of course depends on if I even get to keep the house or I get forced to split it, or whatever. We'll see. If renting it out is a thing, that'd be nice to just hold onto. This...
  25. Koushirou

    Depression

    They know some folks who work at the Oak Ridge laboratory and will throw my resume around there. Probably not 100% similar work, but maybe will get lucky. Wouldn’t call it affordable there, but I’m sure there’s some other areas around Knoxville I could find, just hopefully not one too jogger-y.
  26. Koushirou

    Depression

    Barely any land, and their backyard is the tee box for the 10th hole. Basically I’d get a bedroom maybe 1/3 the size of my current one and a corner cleared out of the entertainment room upstairs for me to put my desk. Also one small window that doesn’t even have a sill for the cats to look out...
  27. Koushirou

    Depression

    Been doing a bit better lately, for the most part. Trying to just focus on the day to day shit and not think about anything else. Got some items knocked off the list as far as shit I needed to get done, like filing for unemployment, Medicaid, etc. Still a bunch more shit to do, but the list...
  28. Koushirou

    EQ TLP 2024 Teek (Random loot) & Tormax (Traditional) #neckbeardnostalgia

    When you end up quitting, let me know who your character is so I can transfer all your DKP to me.
  29. Koushirou

    FOH Shower Thoughts

  30. Koushirou

    Weather

    Yesterday had one of the most gorgeous tornados ever. God basically said fuck this particular spot on the ground for almost an hour. Bonus points for being completely in the middle of nowhere.
  31. Koushirou

    Weight Loss Thread

    https://www.wyze.com/products/wyze-scale
  32. Koushirou

    Weight Loss Thread

    Been getting fucking trolled hovering at 200-202 for over a month, but finally got under this shit. First goal finally reached!
  33. Koushirou

    Post Your Pet

    My life is about to become hell as Bruce has figured out how to open the doors. Have to lock my bedroom door now if I want to keep them out. The other day I went out to go to breakfast with my parents and came home to Bruce just letting himself into my office so he could sleep behind the blinds...
  34. Koushirou

    General Gaming News and Discussion

    My brother and I would play the shit out of this one if we found it at an arcade. I was also addicted to Virtual-On, which was a mech fighter game.
  35. Koushirou

    Depression

    He very specifically said he felt nothing beyond friendship, so going to just not get my hopes up, there.
  36. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Straight tomatoes just taste like shitty water.
  37. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    Pretty sure I’m getting a bald spot, too.
  38. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    I have no idea how to do any of that shit. I can barely get my hair slightly straight blow drying it. I go to a salon maybe once every two years.
  39. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    I’m 38 and already have more gray hairs than my mother who’s in her mid 60s.