Recent content by Koushirou

Picture might not be the actual dog; article says pictured is "one of the dogs owned by the family" which is of course very useful.

That thing hit I think 73dbz, which is kind of nuts. But yeah, since it was seemingly just trees, didn't really see anything about it. This is about the best I could find: https://bloomingtonian.com/2026/06/18/significant-tornado-damages-northern-monroe-county-closes-i-69/

Yeah, it’s remote. I’d try and rent the house, pretty sure I’d have to write a check right now if I sold it. Parents are taking me around house hunting this weekend while I’m there just to try to give me something to be excited about. And yeah, they’d just have me stay with them while I found...

I managed a 15min walk around the block the past three days. I don’t know if it helped. Was at least able to cook and make dinner today and ate it all. Therapist and my parents both brought up potentially moving again. I still don’t like the idea but I’m not sure what I want really matters...

About fucking time.

The meds seem to have done nothing so far except give me some low level nausea. Now with the break up, I can’t get out of bed, I can’t even get myself to log into EQ. Monday I had to force myself to eat a single piece of bread and it took everything not to just throw it up. Yesterday was half a...

He's working it because he has to. Family business and all. He's basically stuck with it and can't really get out of it at this point.

I feel like such an asshole. I was basically the only good part of his days. Now I feel like I’m just ripping his happiness away, even if he says he’ll be fine and that he’s just happy that I’m in his life at all. I wanted it to work so badly, but it just isn’t. It hurts so fucking much every...

We ended up breaking it off today. Though, I guess it was me that decided it, even though he knows that was eventually going to be the outcome anyway. We didn't even really get to try. We hadn't seen each other for three months. His work schedule just made it that much harder. Even during...

Nowhere near there, unfortunately. I do still have some strays I've been feeding on the porch, though they're very skittish and probably not going to be caught. The one tortie people in the neighborhood have been trying to catch for a couple years with no luck. She appears to have just had a...

I failed at not being back on meds again. I really didn't want to, but it's hard for me to keep arguing against it when over and over I can't seem to just get better through my own efforts. I at least argued for the citalopram and not the prozac that was recommended, since I've at least been...

Ended up getting back to citalopram. Feel like a fucking failure. I'm fucking tired.

My butt here using a 24” from 2012 and a 23” that randomly came in the mail from Amazon in 2018. Sometimes wonder if I’m missing out, but I guess I’ve never felt I had a problem with my picture quality and would rather ride these things out until they die.

Have kind of self-destructed over the past couple of weeks. Have already just been feeling down and in a rut and still struggling to find a point to anything. Then losing my cat Sansa just sent things straight to hell. Hadn't showered in a couple of weeks, wasted 6 home delivery meals I'd had...