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  1. Mist

    Desktop Computers

    Which SKU of Windows 10 are you using?
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    My stepfather was a big part of it, but yes, my mom was a big contributor. Getting her out of debt will help her finally divorce him, and I'll never have to deal with him. But family always has a way of making even normal people feel shitty. I can't blame them. Ultimately, it's my lack of...
  3. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    A lifetime of being conditioned to have no sense of self-worth. Literally no concept of what self-worth would even feel like, so it's not even something I could cultivate if I wanted to. Objectively, I know that I am intelligent, at least statistically speaking, on paper. People tell me that...
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    I'm not sure alexithymia is the disorder you were looking for, by the way. If I couldn't relate my own feelings, I'd still be going through all the same motions, just with no ability to understand them.
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    I'm not sure how that produce an objectively better result, so what is your point? I mean, if you hypothetically dulled the parts of my brain that put value on other people, and I already don't value myself, in what way would the result net anything for anyone?
  6. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    I don't think I'm dumb and I'm only a bitch sometimes, but I definitely truly suck at life.
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    To be fair, my mom wanted me to pay her 7000 dollars today and then cosign a 25k loan with her. So only giving her 3500 was talking her down.
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    They're pretty much just credit card bills. The medical liens on the house are a whole different story.
  9. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    If it was Pittsburg I could take up that fellowship offer at CMU. But there's basically nothing good about Philly.
  10. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    She'd lose the house and end up in government housing, yes.
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    That's what happened to the first 6000 before I put my foot down. The past 7000 has gone directly onto the bills themselves.
  12. Mist

    Desktop Computers

    Good video card. Good monitor. Decent SSD. The rest is whatever.
  13. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    It's not that I like it, it's that I don't feel like I deserve anything better. And I've seen four psychologists up until this point.
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    It's more that she has a lifetime of bills, from being morbidly obese and spending the money on take out and soda, and buying presents for everyone she's ever met in order to make up for being a fat piece of shit.
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    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    I just wrote my mom a check for 3500, after already giving her 1700 this month. You can shaw this.
  16. Mist

    GTX 1070 and GTX 1080 announced available May 27th

    A 1060. It's about as powerful as a 980, but newer, likely to get better with driver updates.
  17. Mist

    Headphones & Audio Devices

    The AKG 7XXs on Massdrop seem like a decent deal.
  18. Mist

    Routers & Other Networking Stuff

    Anyone have any experience deploying Skype for Business Server as a PBX? I want to know what I'm getting into here. I'll need Windows Server 2012, Skype for Business 2015 Server, a SIP trunk, an actual server to put it on... do I need another server for my SQL server or can I run that on the...
  19. Mist

    Desktop Computers

    I like computars.
  20. Mist

    Site Move Megathread?

    That white padding is fucking dumb.
  21. Mist

    Site Move Megathread?

    Testing avatar.
  22. Mist

    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    I think Royal has posted all the good porn on the internet already.
  23. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    This Draegan whinefest is burying my whinefest thread. Stop.
  24. Mist

    Routers & Other Networking Stuff

    Phones are basically my life right now. Which is weird, since I don't actually own a smartphone yet.
  25. Mist

    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    I'm already on the new site bitching about the CSS.
  26. Mist

    MTG thread

    GenCon is the only Con I'd ever really consider going to. Maybe next year.
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    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    I only come here for the porn. And to whine. EDIT: Eleventy Thousandth post
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    Routers & Other Networking Stuff

    Apparently I own an copy of Skype for Business Server, I could always use that as a PBX. I think I want to get my MCSE in Communications/Skype for Business, so that would be a good idea. I should build a server.
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    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    If duty calls...
  30. Mist

    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    Save my FML thread, otherwise I'd have to start a new one and whine about all the same shit.
  31. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    Being banned was literally the best thing that ever happened to me.
  32. Mist

    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    Rererolled, home of the ReRes.
  33. Mist

    Draegan is a ****er

    Excellent post.
  34. Mist

    Mist Mostly Mightily Blames Other People or MMMBOP for short.

    Convicts in Australia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
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    GTX 1070 and GTX 1080 announced available May 27th

    I'm wondering if the 1080 ti is actually going to happen. The new Titan is very close to what it should be. Maybe they will release something with approx 3200 cores.
  36. Mist

    Draegan sold the site to MMORPG.com

    I'm shocked they haven't nuked all the porn yet.
  37. Mist

    Cheated out of my youth

    It can make it illegal, but it usually doesn't apply to subs.
  38. Mist

    Rimworld

    I feel like 30 dollars is too much for this game.