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  1. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Hmm hard to explain- you might be right on this. I think I could get away if I needed to but I don’t feel like I have anywhere to responsibility yeah guns are cool. I grew up around them and my family member has auto permit with some cool shit. There’s a great sporting clays place nearby which...
  2. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    I’ve done plenty of suffering, and your not wrong - it is good. I haven’t enough lately perhaps though (outside of work specifically which I have pushed myself very hard, perhaps in a 1 dimensional way. yeah i will consider this. I don’t drink every day, or even every week. I have fallen into...
  3. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Rowing has been pretty good for me because my joints don’t hurt from it. Very little recovery time. I’ve tried extended walking and haven’t lost weight from it before but honestly the weight loss is okay- I’ve lost 10ish pounds and am doing okay on that. my issues here are more specific and...
  4. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    This is going to be apathetic excuse level shit (speaking frankly my whole thread here is im fully self aware) and I know it but I fucking hate taking walks in the summer also now I’m in this weird stage where whenever I take the 4 year old to do something now I have to bring the 2 year old...
  5. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Is drinking when I get this bored (2-3 times a week) a valid thing to do for a month? lol.
  6. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Im also wrapping up a wild scale capital raise so things are going to be crazy as shit at work soon- so there’s this thing where I feel stuck not able to start. It’s been dragging on probably 3-4 months longer than it should which has been sustained pressure on everyone. Things will probably be...
  7. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    without getting too specific I own my own building that we work in and it’s not a shared space, so i don’t have access to anything like this you are describing that is easy i don’t have regular time to myself- my wife is in freak out mode over her not having the same because she’s a sahm. So...
  8. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    He’s not ready at 4 for most of the “good shit”- I’ve thought about it. I’ve had elden rings collecting dust for a while I probably should do this - it’s not something I particularly enjoy I do suffer from ehlers danlos syndrome and hace severe chronic pain so being consistent is extremely...
  9. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    i don’t know if depression would accurately describe me though. I have a great life outlook and enjoy my trajectory and path. i also feel that what I am going through is temporary in the sense that as the kids get a little older (2&4) they will get more fun I’m notoriously difficult person to...
  10. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    I’ve thought about it with son he’s 4 but I don’t know. Hasn’t quite felt like the right thing. Large, top 10 metro. We do all the regular bullshit Zero- except I do a mens church group at 630 am on Friday’s which is decent I enjoy drinking in moderation but I’m trying to prioritize losing...
  11. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    I am 33 and am pretty successful professionally and have 2 kids. i mostly work and hang out with the family, and very little else other than shit around in here occasionally. my health is decent not great, but not bad either. I’m trying to lose some weight by dieting and working out and it’s...
  12. Cukernaut

    White people problem: Too much money and what to do with it all?

    that should be pretty accurate. Im thinking 10-20x wealth growth over a 10 year period tailing out with an exit, then on to the next thing. exponential would be far more. The nature of my business does not typically allow for exponential growth but you can scale like I described
  13. Cukernaut

    White people problem: Too much money and what to do with it all?

    As an addition to add to your point- I plan to work until I keel over one day dead over my keyboard - but it will be doing what I want and care about. Not worried about money or retirement
  14. Cukernaut

    NFT"s

    lol. So true. And why it will never go away I suppose.
  15. Cukernaut

    White people problem: Too much money and what to do with it all?

    you have reached the point of living beyond subsistence, or built critical mass, as of right now. Congratulations. I would go real the incerto series by taleb and read about risk management etc, and then a lot of religion/philosophy, and try to develop a life thesis. what do you want to do...
  16. Cukernaut

    EQ TLP - Vaniki (Level-Locked Progression)

    I really wish I could come play the server launch unfortunately life won’t allow me to i hope you all have a blast on it
  17. Cukernaut

    EQ TLP - Vaniki (Level-Locked Progression)

    Using invis and then getting to guild hall
  18. Cukernaut

    EQ TLP - Vaniki (Level-Locked Progression)

    If your really autistic sks are super gear dependent, perhaps more so than any other class
  19. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    Could it be concluded that pantheon is a state of mind?
  20. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    No that’s actually here. Your already here. evidence below
  21. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    Every time someone stops posting as much I feel like this forum is going to die, but then someone rises in their place to keep the entertainment going. Thank you for doing your part mr. Sox.
  22. Cukernaut

    EQ TLP - Vaniki (Level-Locked Progression)

    been dreaming of this day for years. Too bad I’m on the sidelines for good. This looks like a fun server hope you guys have fun and regale me with tales
  23. Cukernaut

    Will Smith n Oscar Town

    This is why you lay the Golden rules down hard and fast. He fucked up
  24. Cukernaut

    Everquest Confessions

    My dad owned a hosting company in the 90s - 2000s and we had T1 and then eventually a T3 at the house- living that blessed life. I was a god of counter strike. the negative was my dad knew all about networks and he crushed my access at night randomly
  25. Cukernaut

    What are your relaxation/meditation/calming routines & habits?

    I love reading and am loyal to hard books, but audiobooks sound appealing sometimes for "on the go"
  26. Cukernaut

    What are your relaxation/meditation/calming routines & habits?

    Via Negativa (or addition by subtraction) -I read a lot of classic stoic literature -I follow orthodox christian fasting schedule now -I blocked all browsers and social media on my phone and had my wife password it -Been doing more bible study and fellowship SLEEPING -Bought a badass oversized...
  27. Cukernaut

    Weight Loss Thread

    I am starting with the wednesday / fridays to get me started and yes -- basically one meal at the end of the day doing vegetarian (for avoidance of doubt). I am trying to slowly work my way into the rest for the preparation of the next fasting season. I would say its a learning process.
  28. Cukernaut

    Weight Loss Thread

    Yeah the wednesday / Friday every week thing is interesting -- im doing fasting each week. your not wrong.
  29. Cukernaut

    Weight Loss Thread

    Im starting to follow orthodox christian diet / fasting routine. I am hopeful it will help with weight loss but also help with my spirituality.
  30. Cukernaut

    Pole Barn / Outbuilding / Machine Shed / Man-Cave / Workshops

    I will be moving sometime in 2022 and will be building the most amazing study of my dreams. I am pumped about it
  31. Cukernaut

    Final Fantasy VII Remake

    I came back to final fantasy 7 a few times over my life. My favorite was about 5 years ago I did it in one sitting with no saves. I can’t remember the exact time it took me to do it but it was less than 12 hours
  32. Cukernaut

    Sexiest Race

    Lol didn’t read any of the comments just perused through pics- all furry, hentai, and dicks. Sounds about right
  33. Cukernaut

    Non-Fungible Tokens, and how they are a non-fungible store of value like land.

    its a new form of art. anyone who thinks its more is sorely mistaking solutions looking for problems.
  34. Cukernaut

    The Katie Katro Thread

    Horrible style, but the fundamentals are there
  35. Cukernaut

    The Katie Katro Thread

    I didn’t see mom pics
  36. Cukernaut

    The Katie Katro Thread

    she is way less hot than the earlier pics in this thread. I’m pretty sure she’ll be fat after kids. Do we have any pictures of her mom?
  37. Cukernaut

    Artflow.AI - AI driven character creation based on text descriptions

    I guess context matters on how people view you :)
  38. Cukernaut

    Generalized family drama

    I am trying to change my life perspective on the concept of "retirement". I plan to die one day keeling over my keyboard working. Better than the alternatives. I have seen it all in our family.
  39. Cukernaut

    Car ?'s

    Forgot link: https://can-am.brp.com/off-road/us/en/models/side-by-side-vehicles/maverick-x3.html#max-x-rs-turbo-rr-with-smart-shox With all the right options (including audio roof) you are probably mid 30's out the door.
  40. Cukernaut

    Car ?'s

    budgets are for poors. Just showed your hand folger.