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  1. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    If I had any confidence this game was going to launch I would start a gofundme for FOH to design their own dungeon & quests. Fuzzy trolls and lots of other weird stuff involved. I genuinely believe our money would be taken so at this time I can't in good conscience do that.
  2. Cukernaut

    EQ TLP - Yelinak (True-Box Timelocked Progression)

    shiss was killed about 3-4 hours ago. i got covid about a week ago and rolled up a character for fun lol
  3. Cukernaut

    BB.com Misc Refugee Thread

    tldr, ftfy
  4. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    I fully support the quantum entanglement of @Nirgon and @Mr. Sox that we are witnessing here. This thread is turning into its own Hadron Collider and we get to witness a time wormhole fold into itself. This is gonna rock!
  5. Cukernaut

    Mr. Sox 'n self dox - cock a doodle doo - or MSSDCDD for short

    I am happy to report we have had a Mr. Sox Sighting. He aint goin nowhere
  6. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    I cant decide if my reading comprehension is too high, or too low, to explain my struggle with following this saga unfolding.
  7. Cukernaut

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    this became an incredibly interesting thread. Do we have a dedicated shaw post for Mr Sox yet?
  8. Cukernaut

    BB.com Misc Refugee Thread

    Thats called a fifi in the military (and incidentally prison). That thing is monstrosity
  9. Cukernaut

    BB.com Misc Refugee Thread

    Are you onboard with disbanding the department of education?
  10. Cukernaut

    Im buying a business and I already can't sleep.

    Would need more info on business to comment on relevant help to you. You can dm if you would on what it is. I have pretty extensive general management experience
  11. Cukernaut

    BB.com Misc Refugee Thread

    I was excited about the new people until this happened. @Lendarios literally ruined the great migration within hours
  12. Cukernaut

    Lightyear (2022)

    Not watching this was one of my favorite cinema choices of the year
  13. Cukernaut

    BB.com Misc Refugee Thread

    how long before this one gets xer own tranny thread
  14. Cukernaut

    What are you listening to at the moment?

    (H.U.D.R.A.T. MUSIC) Hardcore underground deep rap aggressive trap lol
  15. Cukernaut

    What are you listening to at the moment?

    Kinda doin underground shit right now: (around 9 minutes bangs) - sUICIDE boys - ghostmane & pouya - kind of trappy - ghostmane
  16. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Actually fuck that. Comfort wants you dead.
  17. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Your not wrong. I may settle somewhere in between.
  18. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Its not that bad. 2k or something like that if im moderately responsible, which I would not be
  19. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Going to play FOH ROULETTE HERE: I think im getting this deal done in june. i will have money to work hard and play hard after that, but its going to be crazy. my wife wiped out a lot of our personal savings of discretionary funds. but we are in a rut. should I A) Wait it out (been doing...
  20. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    im right on the cusp of being able to truly "work hard play hard" -- i have been paying myself too little to grow the business for a long time and its wearing on the wife due to the extended process. i fully expect it should be more fun on the other side. perhaps its a benefit that im going...
  21. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    its an interesting concept. I think the lack of help we have makes my wife a little toxic on this -- i am working on solving that and maybe that will make this easier. also as the kids get a little older this will become easier. My typical schedule looks like this ( I am starting it with when...
  22. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    i have this issue with email. which is why i bought a laptop to do my emails at night at home before i go to sleep. i just got done. i try my best to get here. i am on call 24/7 so it makes it hard i dont have work email, browser, any social media, etc. its like im living in the 90s+pandora i...
  23. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Some updates 1. bought a laptop for the house so i can do emails at night (im a sick fuck) 2. asking relative to take the kids for a 4 day weekend -- might actually be successful 3. went to gym today 4. bought a journal going to see if i can force myself to write
  24. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    i appreciate you sharing this. Im not this bad quite yet - I don’t really drink regularly or anything - it kind of shows how bad it can get sneaky way though so this is good perspective for me
  25. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    I think I’m going to try to do some writing. I did karate when I was a little kid. Not the same thing I know. I’m not ready for this big of a commitment just right now, but am trying to get back more in working out at least. Working on it. Canceling credit card. She doesn’t get shit anymore...
  26. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    maybe that could be my "my thing" if my wife isn't cooperative. just go for it for 2 weeks straight and sacrifice work a little bit (which realistically I could). get things kickstarted and make some progress. i would be open to suggestions on books etc.
  27. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    the more i think about this the more I agree with you. it seems like common sense. heres the breakthrough though for me. my wifes life is about to get infinitely easier (tons of money, nanny, whatever) and she will have a lot of support. she is having the hard time now (regardless of what I do)...
  28. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    sounds legit and like the son might enjoy too
  29. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    i honestly dont think it is- but I could see it becoming that if something doesn't happen on my deal AND I don't do something about it. I think Phaz it right for the next few weeks I should just fuck off and have fun -- hopefully including my wife, but probably even if my wife isn't...
  30. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    would be great - i agree. 1) i wish i could find someone to leave the kids with -- will keep thinking about this seriously 2) if I found that there would be a chance of this happening
  31. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    heres the fucking kicker -- i offered to take her to destin (flight taken care of, free house to stay on the beach) for 2 weeks. she said she doesn't want to go anywhere with the kids because its just parenting in a different place in an inconvenient way. shes clearly having her own crisis...
  32. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    yeah i get it. i want to join YPO soon in the next few years, finding some sharkier or seedier/more extreme folks would be more interesting to me than neighbors. raiding is interesting too but too much for me. read above -- super good with the wife. any sidechick would be a severe downgrade in...
  33. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    im so disconnected from making friends i have no idea. i know there are poker halls though. that could be fun. i think I swim better with sharks I don't fit in with the "neighborhood salarymen" ahem "guys" new york would probably be a fun place for me to live lol
  34. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    To be honest right now i feel like I'm stuck in a bind with my family where we are all just okay but nobody is willing to take the pain for anyone to do great. that's the few week push i am waiting for but if the deal didn't go through it could easily turn into 2 years (and i am about 3 months...
  35. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    did crossfit in my 20's - i liked it. tried it again in the last year -- my schedule is too volatile and the gyms here seem limited on class times since the pandemic. kinds of sucks.
  36. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    this sounds attractive but i dont feel like I have the ability to be casual and I have too much good shit going on IRL to complement it. i read most of what I want to read at the moment. if I find more I will probably read more. i have read hundreds and hundreds of books in my life. I think...
  37. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    ive done a bunch of that shit already too -- redid my whole master bath (custom shower, tiled it, etc). One conflict I see coming if I started trying to get out and do hobby type shit is my wife wanting the same thing, and then me having to deal with the kids.So once two twice a week relief...
  38. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    i will spend some time thinking about this and report back. Yeah that seems about right. That will be another conversation ramping him in
  39. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    Here’s what makes it weird. For the last 3 months I’ve been waiting for my life to change with my significant business expansion and it hasn’t happened - yet, but it literally keeps on being about to. It’s going to be nuts when it happens and I will be traveling some which will make it easier...
  40. Cukernaut

    Losing Interest

    i think I would rather EverQuest but back in the day I did do war hammer and shit and that was cool. Been 20 years