Yeah so I'm totally not moving
I talk mad woe is me cringe shit for a few days-week after coming down from a bad night
Just have to avoid midtown when I'm wasted on Fri/Sat
Admittedly Mad Men hooked me by Season 2 when Don runs away to that group swingers pool house in LA. Felt very noir and it pulled me in. Don is one of the best characters ever.
I recently finished a book about the Overseas railway. The keys pretty much exist as a community because of this crazy idea:
Overseas Railroad - Wikipedia
Thank you @a_skeleton_03, but I'm just a Windows Systems guy for a creatives-type organization, not a dev.
Really going through with the professional/family support option. I'm so done with this relapse fuckery.