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Broke down and got one. Lovely little build and really neat putting all the components together inside it. The buttons are also a blast to just fuck with.

Only really started collecting vinyls since the ex had gotten a record player and there were a lot of records I found that I really loved the artwork on. Ex took the player, though, so I'll eventually have to get a new one. Was nice to set it up on the porch and just play some music while...

All my dogs have passed away and I miss them terribly. I’ll still choke up thinking about my first dog, Furlough. I had brought him to the park I mentioned going to last week when I got broken up with years ago. I put together a little basket of hard boiled eggs, some deli meats, and some treats...

No jack-o-lanterns here, but I do have these cute little cat figures I found at a gift shop that matched Arya and Bruce. Made sure to hide them before the ex moved out because I wanted to keep something of my little man.

Better day today. Missed my two gym days last week due to parents being in town, but got back to it today and had a good session. I don't usually decorate shit for seasons/holidays, but went ahead and busted out some Halloween stuff for the kitchen and the porch and set that all up. Also...

I got some marketing shit that said you had to like pre-register for this shit on the app? Sounded lame. Are they not doing the classic tabs on the packaging?

Hm, don't think so? Would be awkward trying to reach keyboard/mouse around whatever handles/console most stationary bikes would have, unless there's some more minimal/compact ones out there I don't know about. There is a DeerRun one that should work that's only $200ish that I might give a try...

Yeah, don't really have room for a whole treadmill, since I use this with my standing desk/while raiding. The DeerRun one looks decent, but man the Engrish on the site isn't giving me hope, haha.

For as much Food Network in general that I used to watch, including Good Eats, you'd think I'd be a lot better at cooking.

To no one's surprise, my Chinese walking pad's motor is pretty much toast already, just from using it a couple hours, four times a week. Considering this is most of my exercise I could use a new, quality one. Anyone have any recommendations for something that's gonna last longer?

Honestly thought about just putting a big ass note to call my brother on my gun case with like a picture of my family or some shit, just in the event I get to the point where I go to pull it out. Sounds sappy and dumb as shit, but.

So, she tried to get me on Prozac. I declined. Told her I'd rather just try to bump up the dose on the trazodone I was already taking for the insomnia instead to see if that makes any difference. Considering she was also implying me being on Prozac for like a year or more, I really didn't...

I’m not committed to getting anything yet. Kind of leaning still towards no, but at least going to have the appointment and talk about it. Was reminded of a JP clip I watched a bit ago where he has an example of talking with someone who has no job, no social life, no relationship, etc. and the...

Trust me, I absolutely don’t want the pharma shit and I feel like a failure for even considering it, but yes, there is a significant part of me that wants to be finished. I’m already a damn zombie, dragging myself out of bed and around the house and barely even surviving at this point. I have 0...

I can’t really stress enough that there just isn’t shit here for me to go out and do that I’m remotely interested in, and I’m not going to go drive an hour+ one way regularly to go try to hang out with random, insufferable DMV people. I’ve talked with my parents some more about moving in with...

Seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow to possibly put me on anti-depressants. I don’t want to, but I don’t want to be admitted either, which was starting to become a possibility. I want to die, but I don’t want to want to die, if that makes any sense. Again, I don’t want to be on some bullshit, but...

I did want to get one to make my friend's mayo recipe sometime. Would have been helpful here, too.

Because I don't know what I'm doing.

Tried my hand tonight at making my own pasta sauce. Didn’t quite turn out like I expected but it was still quite good! Coated the bottom of my pot in olive oil, added half a stick of butter, 2 cloves of garlic, then half an onion. Let that go for a few minutes then added a pound and a half of...

Careful, you’re gonna get banned from the subreddit!

Will do.

I mean, I'm doing the exercise, I spent the day out at the park my parents would take us to when we were kids (seemed to have made a tradition of going here after relationships finished, since that's what I did last time my one ex ghosted me after two years), I touch alcohol maybe once every few...

I still feel like shit. Sure, there's some relief and feels like a weight's been taken off, but I don't really feel any better and I certainly don't feel happy or even content. My goals in life were job, marriage, house and 2/3 of those were failures. I have no goals anymore. I'm never going...

Finally found these. Only had to take a trip to Annapolis to get them. Hadn’t seen them anywhere near me yet.

Lmao. THJ is dead so who’s ready to go play on Fangbreaker?!

I remember being stuck on some part of EcoQuest: The Search for Cetus as an idiot kid and having to mail them a letter to get a hint on what to do next for the puzzle I was on.

I did have a nice round 2 of filet, crab, tatters and broccoli last night. Tonight, I'm just going to be bad. Just said fuck it and ordered out Logan's. Got some tater skins, half a dozen of their tasty fucking rolls, chicken, salmon and shrimp with cheesy rice and garlic bread, and a big ass...

Well, all done. Officially divorced once the order shows up in the mail. Took maybe 15min. I'm keeping all my shit and the house, we just have to get it appraised and I'll buy him out his half of the value. He's got 30 days to get his name off the deed and we're all set. Feels a bit...

Just from my own experience, almost all of my anger issues come from feeling inferior, incompetent, stupid, etc. and the embarrassment that comes from knowing other people are thinking that about me, so without knowing more, Cad sounds about right. I hope everything is okay, though.

Rest of the match was good, so I'm okay with it.

I want to both like and vomit that post. Glad everything's good, though!

Somewhere along the way in a move, my case with my N64 and controllers and golden Zelda cart, MM, Smash Bros, StarFox and my Pokémon Yellow GBC and original blue/red/yellow/gold/silver carts got lost. It haunts me to this day.

Husband hated the smell of seafood, steak, pork chops, etc. so I couldn’t ever make them unless I snuck it in while he was at work. He could always tell when he got home, though, despite my best efforts.

Never cooked my own steak before, but had a filet meal deal at the store this week, my dad sent me 4lbs of crab meat and no one at home left to bitch about me cooking steak or seafood so surf and turf it is. Garlic butter filet topped with some snow crab drizzled in old bay butter with a hint...

Omg that face.

Two years ago, I caught a kitten living under the drain in a retaining pond near my house. Named him Bruce for the handsomeness of Bruce Wayne and for his ability to fly through the air like Batman (usually to knock food out of my hand). Today I had to give him up as part of my divorce...

Husband finished moving out today. Thankfully no drama or any bullshit from his family. They were in and out pretty quickly. My brother came over to hang out while they were here just in case any shit started, which made me feel better. Husband will be back in a week to pick up Bruce and Bruce’s...

Do they still have the pineapple Pepsi there?

I did buy a new work mat and a runner rack yesterday…maybe I can squeeze out one of my smaller kits and not worry too much about having to move it.

I'm still confused as to what the fuck pickleball is and why it came out of nowhere and why the fuck is it absolutely everywhere now.