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  1. Borzak

    Depression

    I realise this in depression, but it's pretty depressing to me. Until now I was pretty hyped about the college and program I went through as far as being out of the normal bullshit you hear a lot about lately. I'm pretty upset right now. Pretty upset is a pretty big understatement. In college...
  2. Borzak

    Health Problems

    My tramadol is 30 day prescription, 2 pills a day. Recently it changed to 29 days from the phramacy or something like that. I guess it was a new law. Didn't matter to me I have a giant bottle of ones I never took. It says "as needed" and I didn't need it that day. Better to have it and not need...
  3. Borzak

    Path of Exile

    I may play an arc totem if I get unlazy and find a build. I played on before and it worked out well. Only league I stuck with it long enough to kill Shaper.
  4. Borzak

    Diablo 3 - Reaper of Souls

    Kind of what I was thinking.
  5. Borzak

    Depression

    Yes I had 6 lesions 5 years ago. From the new diagnoses guidlines you have to have multiple lesions in multiple locations over time. I had 6, 4 have resolved and no longer there. I had enough bands on my lumbar puncture, 4. But the MS doctor said it's not really helpful because if you have...
  6. Borzak

    Depression

    75+ doctors and I can't get a 2nd opinion that matches. Under the new diagnosing guidelines that came out in 2017 I don't have MS. It's a never ending loop. Neurologist "These symptoms aren't MS or MS related". Other doctor "It's common in MS". I can't get two neurologist who work for the same...
  7. Borzak

    Depression

    We're not really closed off. But she met me when I was teaching and I really had no personal life. We've been all but married for almost 20 years. All but in name. At the time she wouldn't sign a prenup. So we just went on living together. One day several months ago she said "let's get married...
  8. Borzak

    Depression

    It's complicated, basically hunting a diagnoses that fits. Started with ADEM which is one time monophasic MS, then MS, But I have a "very very mild" case of MS. Lots of symptoms that have nothing to do with MS. Lot of going around in circles. Neurologist "symptoms nothing to do with MS". Other...
  9. Borzak

    Twitch.tv

    Seems if you were reasonably young and had that kind of extra money floating around you could do some good with it locally.
  10. Borzak

    Hunting Thread

    Fantastic eating.
  11. Borzak

    Depression

    Possibility. No we're pretty compatable after 20 years. I know it sounds odd for two people to be together living apart so much at times. We liked our own space. I think she's kind of concerned I'm gonna get the heebie jeebies living in Austin and bolt. I'm older than her. I think she started...
  12. Borzak

    Path of Exile

    Arc range jumped up from 25 to 35 units. Not sure what it was several leagues ago when arc totem was the meta build of the league.
  13. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    I'm making all kind of winning moves. Wife wanted to look at the people on facebook I got messages from. I didn't care. It's not like I "know" the people and most I haven't seen or talked to in 20-35 years. The people I'm actually friends with we don't facebook. She wound up "making friends"...
  14. Borzak

    Depression

    I'm not really working. I can't go to the field which was where I made the most money by a large amount. I can still do some drawings. My wife makes a large factor more than I do now. Her sister and brother in law are retired and live on lake Travis. When we first went there my now wife was like...
  15. Borzak

    Depression

    Picked up some work out of the blue with a pretty random phone call to me. They thought they were calling someone else. Then asked if I could do it. Yup. Might get my mind off stuff anyway. I'll have to look I think I already have it done, done one a few years ago.
  16. Borzak

    Poll What Size of Community Do You Live In?

    I had never looked before. Now living in a suburb out on the lake in Austin. 650,000 pop of Austin itself.
  17. Borzak

    Depression

    I have a medical marijuana prescription for a while now. It's not depression that's keeping me bound to the house. It's my other medical issues. Which is why I moved in and got married to my girlfriend that I was with for 20 years. We did the on/off live together thing when it was convenient...
  18. Borzak

    Depression

    Dude. It's all I can do now to walk to the car and get in it to go somewhere. And yes I skydived 27 years ago on my 21st birthday. It was OK, nothing to really to write home about for me at least. My parents bought it for me on my birthday. When I did it my mom decided to try it. She kind of...
  19. Borzak

    Depression

    I just changed locations and moved in with the wife. That's why I'm having to go out and meet people. Also nursing a pretty bad inferiority complex. I'm not working and spend time with my wife who has a fantastic job, my sister in law and her husband. They're both semi retired now at 50.
  20. Borzak

    Interesting, Non Political News

  21. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Some "honeymoon". We've lived together for right at 20 years.
  22. Borzak

    Depression

    I know how to meet people. I've done it lots of times. It's just something I rather not do. For whatever reason people confide in me early on the oddest of things. Especially when it comes to them breaking the law or screwing over someone.
  23. Borzak

    Health Problems

    I'll have to look at the paperwork. I wasn't there the whole time. She said she wasn't feeling good and went to lay down. A little while later I went in there to see if she was feeling allright and she didn't want to come around. She did but was extremely groggy for a good while.
  24. Borzak

    Health Problems

    It wasn't low blood sugar. I checked hers while her sister was getting the car. They did test all day Sunday. She has an appointment for more later today. I basically spent all night just watching to make sure she was breathing. One of the doctors heard me say "recently married". He joked "We...
  25. Borzak

    Depression

    Guess I'm going to have to bite the bullet and go to a psychiatrist. The problem so far is a doctor like a neurologist will prescribe his/her goto antidepressent and if it doesn't work or you can't take it they say go to a psychiatrist. It's starting to stack up pretty well. In the past I knew...
  26. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Back at the house. She goes again tomorrow for more testing. She had a lengthy blackout followed by a lengthy period of slow to come around. No drugs, no alcohol.
  27. Borzak

    Health Problems

    I'm waiting on an uber to come pick me up. I had to come home and pick up some of her stuff. Also there was some cloudiness about me being her husband since she hasn't changed her license as of yet. Just over a month. So I got the paperwork.
  28. Borzak

    Health Problems

    I appreciate the comment I'm just venting right now. Not much of a man that can't drive his wife to the hospital when she needs it and instead had to get her sister to do it. Rather post than sit down and think right now. Almost said I need things to go my way. Need things to go her way.
  29. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Wife has been in the hospital now 24 hours. I'm about to loose it.
  30. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Bad enough I have issues my wife had to go to the ER. She looked terrible.
  31. Borzak

    College Football 2019 - 2020 Season

    I should have done avatar bets all season. Board would have been tired of seeing Mike the Tiger by now.
  32. Borzak

    Depression

    I don't drink. Just the last few weeks had several conversations with friends and family. Suff going back 30+ years. Even before I really got into just avoiding people entirely I avoided people thru various ways according to those that knew me then.
  33. Borzak

    We need FOH Merch

    TMI
  34. Borzak

    Depression

    I guess I am backwards. I get depressed when I prioritize work and just gloss over all the other things going on around me that most people would just call their life. Had a lot of conversations with various people over the last month that pointed out a lot of stuff I just missed or never paid...
  35. Borzak

    Diablo 4 / IV / IIII / Fore / Cope / Seethe

    OK, D3 is not dead and brings in people for a new season. How is Blizzard making money on that other than a few new game sales? They have little spurts of making money with an expansion and a new character but I'm guessing they are sitting around trying to figure out how to monetize playing D4...
  36. Borzak

    We need FOH Merch

    Halloween costume of Sam the Man.
  37. Borzak

    Diablo 4 / IV / IIII / Fore / Cope / Seethe

    I'd say Blizzard was impacted. Killed off a large portion of one of their franchises. Years later still having an impact on at least Diablo and making money from it.
  38. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Bonus of being married to a pretty devout atheist is no Christmas carroling or any of that. She still puts up a tree, but it's one of those things I just don't ask about and carry on. Kind of has it's advantages at times. She thought I was from outer space when I go each Christas to the 100%...
  39. Borzak

    College Football 2019 - 2020 Season

    I haven't watched GA all year. What is LSU in for?
  40. Borzak

    Parent Thread

    I'm a parent now. 25 year old daughter. I'm urging her to go have some medical testing done for any herdititary problems, "just in case". Seems like I have crammed 25+ years into a two week period in a way. Kind of proud of her even tho I had nothing to do with it, has a good job and working on...