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Just from my own experience, almost all of my anger issues come from feeling inferior, incompetent, stupid, etc. and the embarrassment that comes from knowing other people are thinking that about me, so without knowing more, Cad sounds about right. I hope everything is okay, though.

Rest of the match was good, so I'm okay with it.

I want to both like and vomit that post. Glad everything's good, though!

Somewhere along the way in a move, my case with my N64 and controllers and golden Zelda cart, MM, Smash Bros, StarFox and my Pokémon Yellow GBC and original blue/red/yellow/gold/silver carts got lost. It haunts me to this day.

Husband hated the smell of seafood, steak, pork chops, etc. so I couldn’t ever make them unless I snuck it in while he was at work. He could always tell when he got home, though, despite my best efforts.

Never cooked my own steak before, but had a filet meal deal at the store this week, my dad sent me 4lbs of crab meat and no one at home left to bitch about me cooking steak or seafood so surf and turf it is. Garlic butter filet topped with some snow crab drizzled in old bay butter with a hint...

Omg that face.

Two years ago, I caught a kitten living under the drain in a retaining pond near my house. Named him Bruce for the handsomeness of Bruce Wayne and for his ability to fly through the air like Batman (usually to knock food out of my hand). Today I had to give him up as part of my divorce...

Husband finished moving out today. Thankfully no drama or any bullshit from his family. They were in and out pretty quickly. My brother came over to hang out while they were here just in case any shit started, which made me feel better. Husband will be back in a week to pick up Bruce and Bruce’s...

Do they still have the pineapple Pepsi there?

I did buy a new work mat and a runner rack yesterday…maybe I can squeeze out one of my smaller kits and not worry too much about having to move it.

I'm still confused as to what the fuck pickleball is and why it came out of nowhere and why the fuck is it absolutely everywhere now.

Sadly I haven’t even built anything in a while and the most painting I do on my kits is maybe some panel lining or hand painting some of the details and for that I’ve just mostly used techniques I’ve used for mini painting or I’ve used acrylic paint pens. I do have an airbrush but I’m nervous...

It's tough when all the activities I enjoy are just online or solo hobbies. I mean, there was MtG, but that was always something I did together with the husband, never by myself. Overall, I'm a pretty boring person and just don't really deviate from the stuff I already enjoy. Yeah...

Last week, I woke up 4 different times through out the morning to 4 different fucking charlie horses. Fuck this shit.

The stopping seeing people just seems difficult to me. I don't want to have to deal with conflict or hurt feelings or whatever else. I don't like having to be mean to people potentially.

This is actually a concern I have: that I'd put in effort into making friends just to realize that I don't like them and now I'm stuck with them.

Actually went out on a boat with some of my guildies from Fennin for a day or so. Was a great day. Best times of my life have been meeting folks IRL for Blizzcons or PAX or other conventions and get-togethers. I'll always take the opportunity to meet up with an online friend if the...

Is it bad I was also a Fennin Ro player?

Unfortunately so far, it's done jack and shit for either issue so probably just going to get off of it after the month of trying it.

I even mentioned I'm not really sure what I want. Just someone checking in on me on occasion without me having to prompt first, I guess? Like, it's no secret to them that I'm struggling and feeling shitty. Would at least hope my family would be capable of doing that. And yeah, Khane's...

I thought I'd start feeling better now that the husband got his own place and is already moving his stuff out, aside from being sad about losing my cat, Bruce. He'll be done everything next weekend when his family comes down and moves the last of his big furniture. As much as he doesn't get...

Been listening to this a whole lot this year with how shitty life's been since it's one of the few things that brings me some comfort. Just got back from seeing this man on his acoustic tour. This song was absolutely beautiful in person.

Yeah, but he's not wearing khakis and sunglasses either, though...

I’ve got a white sign soapstone necklace for that.

Shouldn’t be hard to do. My body count’s a whopping 4: 1 husband, 2 LDR BFs and one friend I liked who was still a virgin at 30 so his friends basically bullied him into sleeping with me to get him over it and then he never spoke to me again. Very good for the self-esteem. Shit, I don’t even...

Yeah, doubt this is gonna be happening. I feel like my friends and everyone else are a lot more optimistic than I am about getting someone new.

Well, some good news. Husband got an apartment and I think can start moving in on the 1st of September. Decent place and the price wasn't too bad, either. Also plenty of windows for Bruce to get his cat TV from and buffer spaces on the entrances so no worries about him door dashing. He seems...

Not gonna lie, I was a little disappointed that you didn’t instantly show up with that gif when I posted.

You get your cleric 2.0 yet?

Just noticed the team from my old city did a rebrand and had a hat if you were interested. https://redwings.milbstore.com/collections/rochester-white-hots/products/rochester-white-hots-59fifty-fitted-cap

Obviously, still stuck in the rut, but my sleep has been getting worse and worse. I've always had trouble falling asleep and getting any decent rest, but these days it's almost impossible. I get into bed and it's just a non-stop hail of every bad thing that's happened to me and why it proves...

What the fuck is up with the lip synching in that cinematic. I didn't really play much of TWW and the trailer for it wasn't that good, IMO, but the animation quality was a shitload better than whatever this just was.

When I was that age, I didn't have any interest in sex, either, and was convinced I was never going to care about it. Of course, I didn't have a boyfriend, either, so dunno how that works.

Tried that ice cream sundae; was not a fan. Chocolate tasting sodas are just always weird to me.

Most stuff I just barcode scan, but anything nebulous or loose I'll weigh since things like a cup of granola is usually nowhere close to the grams of granola in that same serving. Trying to keep a good mix of the strength training and the cardio. Mostly just hit the stair master for the cardio...

I eat between 12-1450 calories per day (except Fridays and Saturdays I'll let myself go over, but honestly it doesn't even happen all the time and if I do it's not by much). I raid in EQ 4 nights a week and spend the entire raid on my desk walking pad, so that's between 1-4 hours of walking 4...

Decided to try and replicate the pic from March to see if the weight loss is working. Hard to notice day to day, but making some progress at least. Made sure to keep the pipe.