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  1. Borzak

    Depression

    I have a medical marijuana prescription for a while now. It's not depression that's keeping me bound to the house. It's my other medical issues. Which is why I moved in and got married to my girlfriend that I was with for 20 years. We did the on/off live together thing when it was convenient...
  2. Borzak

    Depression

    Dude. It's all I can do now to walk to the car and get in it to go somewhere. And yes I skydived 27 years ago on my 21st birthday. It was OK, nothing to really to write home about for me at least. My parents bought it for me on my birthday. When I did it my mom decided to try it. She kind of...
  3. Borzak

    Depression

    I just changed locations and moved in with the wife. That's why I'm having to go out and meet people. Also nursing a pretty bad inferiority complex. I'm not working and spend time with my wife who has a fantastic job, my sister in law and her husband. They're both semi retired now at 50.
  4. Borzak

    Interesting, Non Political News

  5. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Some "honeymoon". We've lived together for right at 20 years.
  6. Borzak

    Depression

    I know how to meet people. I've done it lots of times. It's just something I rather not do. For whatever reason people confide in me early on the oddest of things. Especially when it comes to them breaking the law or screwing over someone.
  7. Borzak

    Health Problems

    I'll have to look at the paperwork. I wasn't there the whole time. She said she wasn't feeling good and went to lay down. A little while later I went in there to see if she was feeling allright and she didn't want to come around. She did but was extremely groggy for a good while.
  8. Borzak

    Health Problems

    It wasn't low blood sugar. I checked hers while her sister was getting the car. They did test all day Sunday. She has an appointment for more later today. I basically spent all night just watching to make sure she was breathing. One of the doctors heard me say "recently married". He joked "We...
  9. Borzak

    Depression

    Guess I'm going to have to bite the bullet and go to a psychiatrist. The problem so far is a doctor like a neurologist will prescribe his/her goto antidepressent and if it doesn't work or you can't take it they say go to a psychiatrist. It's starting to stack up pretty well. In the past I knew...
  10. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Back at the house. She goes again tomorrow for more testing. She had a lengthy blackout followed by a lengthy period of slow to come around. No drugs, no alcohol.
  11. Borzak

    Health Problems

    I'm waiting on an uber to come pick me up. I had to come home and pick up some of her stuff. Also there was some cloudiness about me being her husband since she hasn't changed her license as of yet. Just over a month. So I got the paperwork.
  12. Borzak

    Health Problems

    I appreciate the comment I'm just venting right now. Not much of a man that can't drive his wife to the hospital when she needs it and instead had to get her sister to do it. Rather post than sit down and think right now. Almost said I need things to go my way. Need things to go her way.
  13. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Wife has been in the hospital now 24 hours. I'm about to loose it.
  14. Borzak

    Health Problems

    Bad enough I have issues my wife had to go to the ER. She looked terrible.
  15. Borzak

    College Football 2019 - 2020 Season

    I should have done avatar bets all season. Board would have been tired of seeing Mike the Tiger by now.
  16. Borzak

    Depression

    I don't drink. Just the last few weeks had several conversations with friends and family. Suff going back 30+ years. Even before I really got into just avoiding people entirely I avoided people thru various ways according to those that knew me then.
  17. Borzak

    We need FOH Merch

    TMI
  18. Borzak

    Depression

    I guess I am backwards. I get depressed when I prioritize work and just gloss over all the other things going on around me that most people would just call their life. Had a lot of conversations with various people over the last month that pointed out a lot of stuff I just missed or never paid...
  19. Borzak

    Diablo 4 / IV / IIII / Fore / Cope / Seethe

    OK, D3 is not dead and brings in people for a new season. How is Blizzard making money on that other than a few new game sales? They have little spurts of making money with an expansion and a new character but I'm guessing they are sitting around trying to figure out how to monetize playing D4...
  20. Borzak

    We need FOH Merch

    Halloween costume of Sam the Man.
  21. Borzak

    Diablo 4 / IV / IIII / Fore / Cope / Seethe

    I'd say Blizzard was impacted. Killed off a large portion of one of their franchises. Years later still having an impact on at least Diablo and making money from it.
  22. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Bonus of being married to a pretty devout atheist is no Christmas carroling or any of that. She still puts up a tree, but it's one of those things I just don't ask about and carry on. Kind of has it's advantages at times. She thought I was from outer space when I go each Christas to the 100%...
  23. Borzak

    College Football 2019 - 2020 Season

    I haven't watched GA all year. What is LSU in for?
  24. Borzak

    Parent Thread

    I'm a parent now. 25 year old daughter. I'm urging her to go have some medical testing done for any herdititary problems, "just in case". Seems like I have crammed 25+ years into a two week period in a way. Kind of proud of her even tho I had nothing to do with it, has a good job and working on...
  25. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    If I really had a suicide streak I would tell her I looked at some of the profiles I got messages from. One woman raises labs for duck hunting full time and her photos are all of her out duck hunting. You would probably here it from around the country. I'm not that suicidal. In all honesty I...
  26. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    "You should update your facebook and log in so you can keep up with pics of the family". I have it in writing it was her idea. My guy friends don't really message or friend each other on facebook and only so many pics my nieces can post. In the first 3 days I got tons of messages and friends...
  27. Borzak

    Prescription Glasses

    I bang my glasses pretty bad. Drop them all the time onto stuff including the hard floor. As long as I don't step on them they come out ok. I'm not sure but my theory is the lighter they are the less damage they take from falling. If you put mine on your hand you can't really feel a weight...
  28. Borzak

    Path of Exile

    You can start now on the blight league just to get an idea of how things work. Or you could play on standard to try it out for a while. Be aware the cost of stuff on standard is high. All the currency you have at the end of the league gets moved to standard, as well as your character. So if you...
  29. Borzak

    Prescription Glasses

    I just get my lenses locally. I bought a really expensive frame about 10 years ago and I have it cleaned and tuned every so often. Still going strong. It's so light I don't want to replace it. Weighs almost nothing, made out of titanium. I'm sure one day it will give up the ghost. Have a clear...
  30. Borzak

    EVE Online

    Today was the first " no downtime". They're trying a schedule change and maybe down to 3 days a week downtime with none on the weekends. They showed a graph moving it around times versus time zones and only so many days a week. Time zone tanking may end, maybe. Bet is still on something not...
  31. Borzak

    Depression

    Guess I'm starting off again for the oddest reason. Spent about a week with family and my wife. Not a problem. Except family decided now that I'm married was to point out the things I apparently missed along the way. Stuff that was super obvious to them that I just ignored. A lot of stuff I had...
  32. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Once your kids get older they'll watch a bunch of hallmark movies end to end and realise how abused they were at a young age for not having christmas like the people on the hallmark movies.
  33. Borzak

    Poll What Size of Community Do You Live In?

    Apparently I did it backwards. A lot of younger people move to the cities and eventually move out to suburb and maybe rural areas. I moved to the very very rural. When if I heard a car while outside I knew they were coming to see me. Then to a suburb for a short period and then right outside the...
  34. Borzak

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Christas was never that big of a deal for my family. I guess I'm lucky in that way. Thanksgiving was the big family holiday of them all gathering together. All the men hunting for a week. All the women doing what they do for a week. Christmas was just get up and open gifts and a meal and move...
  35. Borzak

    Poll What Size of Community Do You Live In?

    Yeah I moved from a "town" of 225 to a subrub of 2,000 that butted up against the city limits of a town of 1.5 million. Life was kind of the same. Average income of my neighbors went up about 20 fold.
  36. Borzak

    College Football 2019 - 2020 Season

    I really wouldn't have cared either way, the only reason he got more than average Saban hate is he opened his mouth about a certain play he and his team weren't on top of. That and he literally said once they recruited players to score touchdowns, not kick field goals.
  37. Borzak

    Poll What Size of Community Do You Live In?

    For the longest time I lived 10 miles out of "town". The population sign there said 225 if you drove thru west to east. 300 if you drove thru east to west.
  38. Borzak

    College Football 2019 - 2020 Season

    An oldy but goodie now.
  39. Borzak

    As god as my witness

    I'm older than most here. Lynda Carter playing super woman in the 70's. Not bad. There's a movie on youtube of her topless for a few bits.
  40. Borzak

    What tickles your pickle

    We never got any training. Bunch of test. The only warning was don't do like the CDL driver we had did. Took a drug test for CDL, took employment drug test often. One day left office to deliver something to plant. Did "something". They arrested him inside the Exxon refinery where he was going...