God.. I wish I could play more consistently. I know I could be at least gold, if not low platinum, but my mechanics are always off a bit from only playing once or twice a week. Can never hard carry a game, even when I start off 4/0 or something, I'll make some little mechanics mistake in a fight, or try to save a dumb teammate and it goes south.
Was talking with a friend about Riot and what they might do after League. I said they should make a new version of a moba where you have a 6th member, a 'captain' that has multiple 'summoner spells' type abilities, but on lower cooldowns and they don't control a champion. Their role being to watch the overall fight and coordinate the team's general strategy. If they ever did that, I'd be fucking amazing at it, rofl. I can always see what our team should do, but without skype to communicate it quickly, it just never works out in time. If I'm not doing great early on, no one wants to listen to me either, which is understandable but frustrating sometimes.
Had two malphite games in a row, one I start off 5/1/2, but our bot lane was raging at each other and the AD basically gave up even though rest of us were doing fine. I end up like 12/8/12 (best score on team) due to dying in 5v5 teamfights with their AD 4 lvls and 100 cs ahead of ours. Didn't have enough sustained damage, so they'd all get away with slivers of health. Everyone but the AD was praising me for carrying them in the game for awhile, looked like we might win for a bit too, but one bad teamfight and they rolled through our base.
Next game, mid diana takes my wraiths at lvl 1 with help from our top laner, which is no problem normally. But, then she is pinging and pleading for help against a mid kat at lvl 4 when I'm barely lvl 3 due to the wraith steal and she did nothing with the lvl advantage she got from taking them. I try to help, against my better judgement, and she basically lets me die due to slow response. I start off 0/3/1, our AD is like 'this malphite.. no idea how to play' (after a game where my teammates were praising me for carrying most of the game, lol), so I say fuck it and just power farm for awhile, ignoring the lanes. I get caught back up a bit and we turn the tide, but again one bad teamfight later on and they take an inhib and we can't come back.
Ohhhh wellll...