My workplace of 700+ medical people has a huge number who are doing GLPs right now. It may not be healthy in the long run but it's making a lot of people happier and healthier right now. Lots of possible SEs that you have to manage but it is an option if you want it. Couple of 'dealers' are providing most of it, but you can get it cheap on your own from what one of my coworkers has been telling me. Like $50 or less per bottle (bottle lasts 4 weeks). If you like, I can find out for you. I understand both your safety concerns and wanting to do it on your own. I also understand how difficult it is to lose weight (and keep it off) and the feelings of don't give a fuck during this presidency and the previous one. World's getting shittier but we enjoy you being here and if you want help we're here to do what we can.