Recent content by Ravvenn_sl

I doubt he took it to open up a savings account. Chances are it went up his nose or in his arm. It does me no good to try and figure out where it went, it's just money and I can work more to replace it. Picked up a third job in order to do that faster.

I put him in jail. He basically robbed me blind, even taking our food, but he was kind enough to leave me with a busted lip so the cops were finally forced to do their fucking jobs. Don't know how we're going to eat until I get paid again, or how I'm covering the bills. But I don't particularly...

He's gone now (has been since Friday).

...the fuck? You have to be joking.

Heh. I'd end up writing a book if I got started on my mom. In regards to my brother, no, she hasn't dumped him on me before. Has she kept him as the families dirty little secret and forced me not to tell anyone the shit he did when we were kids, yeah. Image is everything to her, and I still...

I didn't speak to him and up until I got here, hadn't spoken to him in years. My mom was in the house, and was moving out two weeks before I was getting back in town. She told me that she thought he was at my former step-dads house or something, that she hasn't heard from him. She even pumped me...

I know it has deeper roots. I've been to therapy (as a child and as an adult) for the shit that happened when we were children, and then later in life for help dealing with depression and some other more basic things. He was in therapy as a kid, too (it was done through court), but that was it...

This has been going on since mid-September. I cut him out of my life for ~10 years prior to that.

I'm alive. We called the cops -again- last night, as usual they didn't help, one of them was kind enough to remind me that he (my brother) needs help, and I'm all he has..wtf? He actually went out on Friday, which was the best day/night of my life since being here. He never leaves, which is the...

He's never attempted suicide, only empty threats. Once I was so mad I screamed, "FUCKING DO IT THEN, I DON'T CARE!" -- People who are truly suicidal are dead or came close. He uses the threat to get things. I know it's bullshit, but there's the 1% chance he may do it, and I would not be able to...

Look, I know the answer is "get out" - I moved to California over ten years ago to get away from my family. According to my therapist, my sanity was kept in a black box of sorts (she had a long reason, but I'll spare you the shenanigans). I went to therapy because I was afraid I'd turn crazy...

Disclaimer/Warning: This is going to be long and probably depressing as fuck. I'll add a TL;DR at the end, for those who plan to actually read this whole thing, go ahead and make a fresh pot of coffee before you get started. Furthermore, I have had about 4 hours of sleep in the past 3 days, so...

I'm a little late with the Christmas picture! I took it and then forgot to post it. Pretty sure you all have seen this one.. ..and this one, too! I covered up "Rerolled" with my fingers, oops. I look angry but I'm not. My niece and I a couple of weeks ago Same day as pic above (my...

MsBehavn, are you wearing the add two cup size bra (or similar)?

CURSE THESE FAT FINGERS!