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  1. Koushirou

    Weather

    Yesterday had one of the most gorgeous tornados ever. God basically said fuck this particular spot on the ground for almost an hour. Bonus points for being completely in the middle of nowhere.
  2. Koushirou

    Weight Loss Thread

    https://www.wyze.com/products/wyze-scale
  3. Koushirou

    Weight Loss Thread

    Been getting fucking trolled hovering at 200-202 for over a month, but finally got under this shit. First goal finally reached!
  4. Koushirou

    Post Your Pet

    My life is about to become hell as Bruce has figured out how to open the doors. Have to lock my bedroom door now if I want to keep them out. The other day I went out to go to breakfast with my parents and came home to Bruce just letting himself into my office so he could sleep behind the blinds...
  5. Koushirou

    General Gaming News and Discussion

    My brother and I would play the shit out of this one if we found it at an arcade. I was also addicted to Virtual-On, which was a mech fighter game.
  6. Koushirou

    Depression

    He very specifically said he felt nothing beyond friendship, so going to just not get my hopes up, there.
  7. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Straight tomatoes just taste like shitty water.
  8. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    Pretty sure I’m getting a bald spot, too.
  9. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    I have no idea how to do any of that shit. I can barely get my hair slightly straight blow drying it. I go to a salon maybe once every two years.
  10. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    I’m 38 and already have more gray hairs than my mother who’s in her mid 60s.
  11. Koushirou

    Depression

    Not much to explain, just got laid off back in May.
  12. Koushirou

    Depression

    Lol, no. Amazing dude that I like online I've posted in here about. Doesn't matter now, though!
  13. Koushirou

    Depression

    I do actually remember clicking my first meatspin back on old FoH. Man, the FSR, etc. introduced me to the true wonders of the internet back in the day.
  14. Koushirou

    Depression

    Still here, unfortunately. Still up ‘til 6am hanging out with a guy that has no feelings for me. I don’t get it, but whatever; it is what it is, I guess. Just trying to turn all those feelings off, now. Feeling far too numb and lazy to work through my list of shit to do, like get health...
  15. Koushirou

    EQ TLP 2025 Fangbreaker Expanded Start Resource Hunter Legacy Characters Encounter Locking

    The hot zone rules sounded cool and fun. It's the rest of the ruleset that blows rotten balls.
  16. Koushirou

    Whats rustling your jimmies?

    This shit has rustled me fierce, too.
  17. Koushirou

    Andor

    Feel like the idiot brigade was supposed to just be the showing of what Saw was saying about how much rebel cells were worthless, unorganized garbage, but I realize that's a stretch and if it was it wasn't handled well.
  18. Koushirou

    Depression

    Brother came over today for lunch. Nice of him, but not sure if it really helped at all. Mom's driving up tomorrow since she's worried I might do something bad. She's not wrong. Feel like there's nothing left to live for. I can only listen to so many "it'll get better"s. It's never gotten...
  19. Koushirou

    Depression

    Got friend-zoned, BTW. Lol. At least the band-aid’s been ripped off.
  20. Koushirou

    Depression

    Now that I’m a jobless loser with no insurance, I guess I only have one week of therapy left because I sure as hell won’t be able to afford it now. Hell I might already be fucked, as my insurance has yet to process any of my therapy visits so I don’t even know how fucking much they even covered...
  21. Koushirou

    IT/Software career thread: Invert binary trees for dollars.

    My entire company was remote, save for a little office here and there, so return to office was never a threat there. Sucks.
  22. Koushirou

    IT/Software career thread: Invert binary trees for dollars.

    Would be preferred, but I am still an hour away from DC, so if I gotta commute, then I guess I gotta commute.
  23. Koushirou

    IT/Software career thread: Invert binary trees for dollars.

    Restructure. Took out my boss, one of my teammates that I know of, director of NA, my brother's boss (not sure if he's in the clear yet, either). I'm sure some others that I didn't hear about.
  24. Koushirou

    IT/Software career thread: Invert binary trees for dollars.

    I've also never been fired before. Getting a severance package contingent on the separation agreement, blah blah blah. I'm assuming it'd be prudent to have a lawyer check over this before signing anything? I'm far too stupid for legalese.
  25. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Grown-up forum is sacred. He can fuck right off.
  26. Koushirou

    IT/Software career thread: Invert binary trees for dollars.

    Just got fired. I'm assuming it's a hellscape out there for devs, currently? Haven't had to job hunt in a decade; not really sure where to start.
  27. Koushirou

    Weather

    If anyone watches Team Dominator, they just had the wildest fucking tornado intercept and took a direct hit from the suction vortex. Crazy mother fuckers. But they got a successful probe launch into one (cannon included). Also corn.
  28. Koushirou

    Depression

    Another shit day. It’s pretty much all shit days at this point. Whoever said exercise helps with this shit was lying because it’s not fucking working. Nothing ever does. I don’t know what the fuck else I’m supposed to do. I’m eating better, I’m working out, I’m going to therapy, I just can’t...
  29. Koushirou

    Home Improvement

    I hadn't checked mine yet because I'm lazy. Not worth doing, then?
  30. Koushirou

    Andor

    So sad this is over, but happy it didn't get drawn out and degraded in quality by trying to milk it. Shame it probably won't get the widespread credit it deserves, though. What a goddamn masterpiece.
  31. Koushirou

    Depression

    Is this a challenge?
  32. Koushirou

    Depression

    I would be ashamed of our posters if that wasn’t a take.
  33. Koushirou

    Depression

    You know, a while back there was someone here giving away a PS4 Pro and at the time I really fucking wanted to play Horizon Zero Dawn. For a brief fraction of a second, I figured there was probably a sure fire way to win that thing. Thankfully I have some small shred of dignity in me still...
  34. Koushirou

    Depression

    I remember when I was young, my mom told me I had to use my “womanly wiles.” I thought that meant flashing people and wondered why on earth my mom would want me to do that.
  35. Koushirou

    Depression

    Keep trying. You're not getting them, sir.
  36. Koushirou

    Depression

    Spent most of therapy today trying to figure out what I want to do with my family. I don’t want to cut them off, I’m pretty sure, but I am feeling hurt and do feel like being a petty bitch and letting them know that. I don’t really want to go to OC with them, but maybe instead of going the whole...
  37. Koushirou

    Pets

    I'm not sure it'd be worth it at this point. Almost everything is going to just be a pre-existing condition at this point and not covered.
  38. Koushirou

    Depression

    Haven’t gone anywhere, sorry. Didn’t mean to make my bitching sound so final solution-y. I’m just exhausted from trying. Want to just say fuck it and cut my family off and just not deal with it. Fuck hoping for a relationship, fuck my job, fuck the therapy, and just ride out being miserable and...
  39. Koushirou

    Depression

    He’s a big man, now, but he still has his baby voice. Husband plans to take him whenever he moves out and it breaks my heart. It would be selfish of me to keep all three cats, though. I worry because he and Arya get along so well and play with each other all the time. Just also sucks not being...
  40. Koushirou

    Depression

    I think I'm ready to give up. I've just got too many issues, too much baggage. No one's going to want to deal with that from me. The therapy's helped in determining the why of things, but I still feel completely powerless to do anything about them in any meaningful way. I've been this way...