pharmakos
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is a_skeleton_03 talking about me? is he saying giving cancer patients chemo on medicare is draining society?
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is a_skeleton_03 talking about me? is he saying giving cancer patients chemo on medicare is draining society?
Screamfeeder
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Honestly though, death in general is lame. I got bullied once by this kid in Elementery school. One incident. Was totally benign but one of those childhood things that stuck with you. I always remembered him and that one time he decided to take my baseball glove (I was throwing against a net after class) and toss it on the roof of the school and pushed me down and laughed. That's it. Can remember it clear as day. We never once interacted after that in any meaningful way. Same middle school, high school and shared some friends is all.
He died of a brain tumor a few years ago. He was a vet. A good one too. He moved away and went to school and fixed dogs and cats. When a friend told me "Hey, you remember Shawn BlaBla? Yeah dead of a brain tumor". I was (and obviously still am) super upset by that. Like...irrationally upset by this nobody dying.
So yeah I lost the thread of what you were saying, but I think for some people, losing anyone is just a shitty thing we all get to deal with. Its one of those universal constants that makes us all similar.
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pharmakos
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typical that everyone was having a good time and laughing and jokingly giving each other shit... until old grumpy serious a_skeleton_03 "Why do you think i'm bipolar is it because i'm the biggest douche in the universe" fuckshit shows up and makes shit all awkward and sucks the fun out of everything
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Screamfeeder
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hodj
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I always feel like I handle death differently from most people because my background was in human remains excavation, decomposition, etc. and because I take a very epicurean view on death. It helps a lot. I'm glad I'm not racing towards a red light thinking there's another round on the other side.
But death is a tricky topic. As a result of all that I always worry I'm not empathetic enough to people who are suffering the loss of someone close to them, and so I tend to just clam up and say nothing in those situations rather than saying something that comes across too cold and clinical.
pharmakos
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yup and i just wanted to shit post in here and joke around with you dudes, then a_skeleton_03 shows up with his legitimate serious hatred instead of the usual fun joking kind most people have here on Fires of Heaven and sucks the fun out of shit
and he wonders why everyone thinks he's bipolar
yes i'm fucking rustled i don't care he's an awful fucking human being
yes i know it's the internet, yes i think it's possible to be an awful human being to someone on the internet
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Screamfeeder
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pharmakos
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GF is gonna be home from work any minute, get in your last minute jabs now, probably won't again get a chance to tell me you wish my cancer would take me til after i bury my grandma tomorrow @a_skeleton_03
DickTrickle
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If I cared I find all your "
Hoss
and Dick are the worst people on the earth" posts. You probably hoped I'd die too, I don't recall. Sounds pretty dick hurt. Of course, half the time you would play it off as persona... hrm, wonder what that would look like to someone.All I ever did at the start was offer suggestions for the forums in its infancy and you were always getting butthurt that someone would disagree with you. Obviously got worse from there on both sides, but you were always a dick.
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pharmakos
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pharmakos
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BTW like Dick I can dig up essay long posts where a_skeleton_03 goes into extreme detail about how awful I am, how he truly hates me, how he's dead serious and not joking in the slightest, etc etc etc
And I can also dig up posts from a few months after that period where he told me that he realized his hatred of me was irrational and all in his head and didn't really have much to do with me
And then more posts from yet a few months later saying how no wait I am actually awful and deserving of hate after all and it's not just him being irrational
Gee why does everyone think he's bipolar
This is a real and not exaggerated
And I can also dig up posts from a few months after that period where he told me that he realized his hatred of me was irrational and all in his head and didn't really have much to do with me
And then more posts from yet a few months later saying how no wait I am actually awful and deserving of hate after all and it's not just him being irrational
Gee why does everyone think he's bipolar
This is a real and not exaggerated
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I take a break for a few hours, and come back to this. I did warn him and he didn't drop it. He must not have cared if he got a month temp ban, so there we are.
Now, let's all drop the oblique threats against forum members, shall we?
Now, let's all drop the oblique threats against forum members, shall we?
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DickTrickle
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pharmakos
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Casually mentioning how you happened to be gone for a few hours while a_skeleton_03 was here, now you're just TRYING to make us suspicious you're an alt
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Hoss
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Whatever is wrong with him, I think it's a lot harder to pronounce than bi-polar.
If you had been on double forced ignore with him you would have first hand knowledge about how often he did that. And back then it wasn't just a button to show content. (According to him anyway) it required lots of clicks. That's probably the only reason I ever managed to catch him while it was removed.
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Soygen
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I never had any of the three of you actually ignored. I didn’t care about any of you on the grand stage of it all. You three are annoying though because your such easy Charlie Brown style victims. You were “just offering suggestions” like I am a gentle soothing personality that gets along with everyone. Your delivery was awful, your suggestions were not much better, and your skin was thin like tissue paper.If I cared I find all your "
All I ever did at the start was offer suggestions for the forums in its infancy and you were always getting butthurt that someone would disagree with you. Obviously got worse from there on both sides, but you were always a dick.
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