Well, I'm pretty sure I'm going to look into getting a card this week. I hadn't messed with this shit since high school, and that was only a handful of times when I was hanging out with stoner friends. But I was in the military immediately out of high school, and then held a clearance job my entire working career.
I've got a fucked up back, with moderate degenerative disc disease in about half my thoracic, and then mild DDD in the rest of my thoracic, and half my cervical. Add in some bone spurs in my cervical spine for good measure. I've got back pain basically every hour of the day, although it's worse the longer the day goes (I get a reset in the morning, although lately I've been getting more nights where it just persists and I get no relief).
I've spent a few thousand dollars in the last couple years going to doctors. GP referred me to orthopedic, who said he can't do shit for me, but sent me to physical therapy. Physical therapy did all manner of shit from stretches and lifting (I lift 6 times a week already though, and that's probably the only thing keeping me from being bedridden) to cupping and dry needling (needles about 3-4 inches into muscle bellies on each side of spine and then passing an electrical current through them). None of that helped, so he recommended an interventional pain specialist. He said there's basically nothing they can do to make it better, and my best hope is maintaining this level of pain. He sent me to a nerve study last week, and then I follow up in a few weeks. He said the only possibilities would be a nerve block (think epidural), and if that doesn't help, burning the nerves off completely. I've had multiple MRIs and X-rays and I'm tired of throwing money at this to be told they can't help me.
Anyway, I was talking to my drum teacher last week about all this, and he gave me a gunny and said to take half of it. Now, maybe it was placebo, but it seemed to work pretty well. I didn't necessarily get high though, maybe a 2/10. So I'm thinking this is the route to go as traditional medicine doesn't seem useful.
All that to say, I'm in Florida and after doing tons of reading, a bit disappointed because it sounds like in major metropolitan areas the options are better (lots of people saying go to Releaf where it's a $90 card). The best price I can find in the Pensacola area for an initial consult is $200. The whole thing just seems like a shady money grab, but whatever at this point.
I'm thinking of just going edibles. One, because my lungs are already a bit fucked from three tours in Iraq and whatever nasty shit I inhaled there, but two because I'm looking for something that can last most of the day. I don't know shit about weed, but it sounds like indica is the way to go for pain relief? But I also don't want to be tired as fuck.
And while I say I want this just for pain (and also combat PTSD as a bonus), I probably wouldn't mind some for fun every once in a while (and could put up with smoking it on rare occasions). I drummed after eating that half a gummy and it was great, and I wouldn't mind that again. My only experience with smoking it was in bongs. Vaping sounds terrible and like one of those things that we don't know if it's doing terrible things to your lungs.
So yeah, long post, if anyone has any recommendations for me I'm open to it. Whether that's brand recommendations, where to find shit on sale, strains to look for, methods. Whatever. I'm not a stoner, so this is all foreign to me.