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I ate ice cream for breakfast today. Still losing weight. Sugar is the devil.

There was something going on with the FTL neutrinos, too. But it wasn't that they were going faster than light.

Yup. 5'8", 214 is thin.

2 more pounds down. Still not cutting sugar. Just ate a package of Red Vines.

Wat?

ABSTRACT ONLY! MUST FEED ON DATA! GIVE MORE DATA NOWWWWWWWWW!

So how the Q-Thruster produces force through the virtual particle/antiparticle annihilation is beyond me, at this point. I've been trying to read up on what I think is happening, but I'm not coming up with any answers, yet. I really do hope this is another pigeon-shit incident, though. New...

Just a damn fun movie that took itself the right amount of not serious.

NASA tested the Quantum Vacuum Plasma Thruster, or Q-Thruster. It creates fluctuations in the quantum vacuum, creating particle-antiparticle pairs, which ignite into a plasma and then are pushed through the thruster like a normal plasma drive. It's not reactionless, but it doesn't require stored...

I have a picture I keep in my wallet. A reminder of what I'm never going back to.

Man. This feels good. I'm finally getting rid of all my fat clothes.

Fuck, man. It's a race, now. You've got the lead. I'm at 217.

Jesus fucking christ, this is getting ridiculous. So most of the side effects of the Effexor have stopped. Except the goddamned sweating. I will be fucking sitting there, and I'll start sweating. I'll walk around the house, and I'll start sweating. I look like Richard Nixon over here.

I just wish my moobs would go. But they'll probably be the last thing... Down 15 lbs. since May. A bit behind my goal for actual weight lost, but I've gained a bit of upper body muscle mass, so I'm not disappointed.

A smug sense of superiority?

Wait, what disease are we talking about?

Oh, there's nothing wrong with feeling good after eating or eating to make yourself feel a little better once in a while. But there is a problem with eating as a replacement for feeling better. Which was what I was doing a lot of the time.

It's amazing how much I don't feel the need to eat when I'm not depressed or anxious. Goddamit...

I curl burgers to my face.

Just be fat for 20 years. Then you'll have awesome calves like me.

Well, despite some set-backs and delays, I've submitted my application for Spring term. Here's hoping I'm accepted.

Turns out the team I just joined was featured on the front page of a local paper, recently:Dragon riders And it felt sooooo much better the second time out.

I fucking beat it. Several months ago, I'd tried going to a gaming meet up. Just board games and people having fun at a local bar. But I had a panic attack and noped the fuck out. That's what made me realize I needed help. But I went back tonight and I had a ton of fucking fun. I was still...

SHOULDERS IN PAIN OWWWWWW

Yesssssssssssss.

Holy crap, my upper body is out of shape. First day in the dragon boat. I feel like a wacky waving inflatable arm-flailing tube man.

So I'm joining a dragon boat team. I really needed to find some kind of regular exercise for my upper body, but I don't like the idea of going to a gym. I have a feeling this is going to suck hard for the first couple of weeks...

Holy shit this stuff is working. I'm... actually approaching women. And enjoying myself. And not running away.

It's down 230 lbs. since 2011. 12 lbs. down since I started my latest effort (I started this push at 232). And my sugar consumption was minimally impacted.

So I've lost ~230 lbs. now, without cutting out sugar. You?

You a word. Proportionately. Generally my diet is still high carb, watching my LoseIt app.

So I'm down 12 pounds. I haven't cut sugar at all (proportionately), but have been at a caloric deficit. Howexplain?

I've been volunteering at the Oregon Food Bank recently. Went once cause someone (who ended up flaking) asked me to, and it felt good, so I'm continuing. Also, helps with my social anxiety. I'm around other people, but it's more like work, so my guard is lowered a little bit. But it's not work...

Congrats! It's not everyone that can be happy looking like a complete chode.

It's a cliche, but you can't help someone that doesn't want help. At a certain point, no matter how much you care about someone, you have to just keep your own shit together and just be there when they need it.

Oh yeah. Definitely not going to drop it. The side effects have been kind of rough to start, but I think it'll be worth it.

So... well. I don't know if it's the effexor. It's supposed to take 3 weeks. But I'm actually feelinggoodright now.

Shitty.

Oooookay. So this feels weird. I feel restless as fuck right now.

So, I've started on Effexor. Here's to drugs!