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  1. Koushirou

    Dating

    Thing is I do feel all of those things when I’m with him. The gap between the way he treats me versus my other three relationships/marriage is so fucking large, the other three might as well not even exist. So why the fuck am I having doubts? I have no idea. I feel like I’m doing the stupid...
  2. Koushirou

    Dating

    I was hoping that everyone I’ve talked to basically being in agreement would help me just get over it and try, but I’ve already found myself trying to distance from him. Simple question: Am I more likely to figure out if I actually love this guy by staying with him and constantly getting fed...
  3. Koushirou

    Dating

    Politics never got brought up until this last visit, mostly because I never wanted to because it originally just being something casual meant it shouldn't really matter. It really only came up because I had asked about the getting knocked up hypothetical. I mean, I knew right from the start...
  4. Koushirou

    Dating

    Just, please, don’t show him my Politics post history…
  5. Koushirou

    FOH Shower Thoughts

  6. Koushirou

    Dating

    Believe me, if I could swap out woman brain for literally anything else, I would. It is fucking torture.
  7. Koushirou

    Dating

    I’m not sure if I’m trying to protect my feelings or his. I feel like I have the weird opposite problem in this situation where I’m scared I’m going to stop loving the person instead of the other way around and I’m scared of the hurt that will give them. I had a similar episode to this early on...
  8. Koushirou

    Dating

    Have talked with my parents, my brother, my cousins. Parents’ first thought was yeah, go try and stay with him for a bit. Brother’s first thought was why do I feel like I need to end it? Cousins all said to just try because why not? There are times when we hang out online and I think I just...
  9. Koushirou

    Dating

    Pretty much everyone I’ve spoken to has said to just try it. Yet every time I start thinking about it, I feel like I’m going to be sick. I think what it comes down to is the question of do I love him or do I just love how he makes me feel? And I don’t know. I’m not sure if spending more time...
  10. Koushirou

    Dating

    I’m sure it is, but anytime I do kind of sit and daydream about him, it’s not the sex I’m thinking about. I was honestly kind of set on just taking the break but I find that if I’m in a calm state of mind, I lean more towards trying. If I’m stressed/panicking I just want to end it. It’s just...
  11. Koushirou

    Dating

    Also, my cats fucking love him, especially Arya. Arya will hiss and hide if my ex comes over and in general just kind of hides from new people. She will steal my seat trying to get next to this guy, though, and looks like the happiest damn cat in the world snuggled with him.
  12. Koushirou

    Dating

    He runs a bicycle shop. Goddamn, I don't even like cyclists, lol. But I am thankfully back to work since last month and it's remote so yeah, I'm flexible in that regard. My mother even offered that she could house/cat sit for me if I decided to go up there for a week or so. Something like a...
  13. Koushirou

    Dating

    To his credit, he avoids talking about it with me other than just vague, general statements. "Challenging day" "bit of chaos at work" "had to do a late fit" etc. Anything beyond that is usually because I prompted him about it. But he hasn't admitted that yes, he's workaholic and that is very...
  14. Koushirou

    Dating

    I completely believe him when he says it feels right to him. I feel very strongly about him, but I'm not quite at that point. Whether that's just him, whether it's my trauma/indecisiveness/risk aversion/feeling it was already doomed from the start holding me back, I have no idea, which makes...
  15. Koushirou

    Dating

    There is still the problem of his family's business. He works 7 days a week, doesn't get home until 8-10 at night, depending on how many fuck faces show up just before closing, for the times he's come to visit me just for 1-2 days, it is a complete clusterfuck when he goes back in. I know I am...
  16. Koushirou

    Dating

    FWIW, I know his family business, I know where his shop is, I've seen his pictures there in reviews and mentions of him, I've sent stuff there to him before, I don't want to dox him, but I've seen him on a news segment there before, I have the address to his apartment, etc. Had an appointment...
  17. Koushirou

    Dating

    I'm not a monster. Sure, I don't want kids, but if that did happen, I'm not someone that can just make a snap decision like that lightly. I especially would never forgive myself if I made that decision knowing the man who made it all possible wanted kids, but has reached a point in his life...
  18. Koushirou

    Dating

    This won't be coherent but it's all I can do right now. Pre-apologies for yet another stupid emotional woman post. I really fucking hate making these. Though, this felt more like it belonged in the dating thread vs. the depression thread, so progress maybe?
  19. Koushirou

    FOH Shower Thoughts

    Anticipating people being retarded is also part of driving.
  20. Koushirou

    Post Your Pet

    Radon?
  21. Koushirou

    FOH Shower Thoughts

    I wonder how much of this is also that dumb auto stop/start shit in some cars these days so it takes that extra little second or two to get moving.
  22. Koushirou

    Funny, Strange, Random Pics

  23. Koushirou

    Weather

    Forgot, you in Louisiana? There were a couple of maybe dubious warnings this evening, I think. There's the usual watch vs. warning meme: Thing is, you can't 100% tell if a tornado exists just from looking at radar, only really good indications. So you see a couplet + hook echo + maybe a ball...
  24. Koushirou

    General Gaming News and Discussion

    I thought the only porn actress I knew was Scarlet Johansson, but then someone told me she never did porn. Am I dumb?
  25. Koushirou

    Weather

    The dudes in the Cricket are definitely some Darwin Award contenders. "It's alright." Bro...
  26. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    I do like the Screamin’ pizzas. But I’ll wait for them to go on sale for like ~$5 each and buy a couple then. They seem to go on sale fairly regularly.
  27. Koushirou

    Pan'Theon: Rise' of th'e Fal'Len - #1 Thread in MMO

    Going to have to make sure the definition of "released" is clear as fucking day, BTW.
  28. Koushirou

    The Red Letter Media Appreciation Thread

    I remember my parents coming back from seeing The Quick and the Dead in theaters and saying it was the worst movie they’d ever seen. They still say that if asked today. Never seen it myself!
  29. Koushirou

    Euro bros - need help

    A couple other sites to try if you feel like making an account. I tried a couple others, but yeah, no US shipping. Good luck! https://legacydistribution.it/products/bustine-protettive-sapphire-mint-144x202mm-100-sleeves...
  30. Koushirou

    The LEGO thread - or how to step on bricks in the dark

    It’s pretty cool!
  31. Koushirou

    2026 Winter Olympics!

    Why is it fucking impossible to find a non-useless video of the Austrian bobsled crashing today? The fucking coverage on Peacock just has a commercial during it and they apparently just don’t feel like ever showing a replay of the fucking thing.
  32. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    The rocky road were okay, but I'm salty about them because they replaced the superior smores cookie.
  33. Koushirou

    Go Fund me

    Just don't forget: the board expects payment. Hope he's able to recover.
  34. Koushirou

    2026 Winter Olympics!

    Doesn't everyone get the weird plushy? Also, the little servers with plushy platters just looks so fucking bizarre to me.
  35. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    I was just intrigued by some low quality caramel brownie and some pizza. Alas, I’ll just make pizza at home and eat a couple of these things. They’re pretty tasty.
  36. Koushirou

    Star Trek: Starfleet Academy

  37. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Oh good, now I don't feel bad.
  38. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Gonna need an update on the Twix brownies. I need to know if I should go out and defile myself with Little Caesars today. NM: apparently they don't have these in my area. Man, fuck that.
  39. Koushirou

    IT/Software career thread: Invert binary trees for dollars.

    Who the fuck sends a .zip in an email these days?