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So yeah I went to a stripper party and drank and smoked weed
(gonna have to fake piss test)
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I got a little drunk and had fun
No drugs (small victory)
Nice one
As time pass by shit seems to get easier, but I can't get rid of these impulses. God fucking dammit. I have not caved in, but it's really uncomfortable. I get a mad craving for a substance, any substance i usually end up eating candy). It usually lasts maybe an hour, but i get really wacky. Last week i got a stamp of acid. One user dose. I split it in four and ate them every other day, basically microdosing. It worked wonders, it's not something I will repeat or advise to do, but i had no cravings and didnt feel high/tripped. I have read ppl in big positions (Google, Apple) also do this sort of thing for creativity of course it can be bullshit, i'm glad i tried.
The idea basically came from seeing and readind alot on ayahuasca, shamans and shit for cravings and addiction. Me microdosing is not the same, i'm not comparing. But i'd try ayahuasca and or dmt with a guide as a means to clean the mind and maybe get rid of the silly cravings. There is info on YT if ppl like to know more. Seems there is a high success rate.
The idea basically came from seeing and readind alot on ayahuasca, shamans and shit for cravings and addiction. Me microdosing is not the same, i'm not comparing. But i'd try ayahuasca and or dmt with a guide as a means to clean the mind and maybe get rid of the silly cravings. There is info on YT if ppl like to know more. Seems there is a high success rate.
I had a fleeting thought about doing coke tonight. I am trying my best to not go out and drink. (even though I want to)
annoying
I've been thinking about taking a month off drinking just to see what effect it will have on me. Haven't gone sober for that length of time in nearly 10 years. Well, won't go completely sober. I'll probably still smoke weed here and there but I've always kept that to a post-8pm thing.
one line lasted 7+ hours? probably wasn't coke.
Coke lasts about 20 minutes, so...