Depression

moonarchia said:

Sounds like she might be.

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You guys are retarded.

I'd explain it, but it doesn't fucking matter anyway.

Good luck!

Cad said:

They are definitely retarded, but you've got to admit staying in contact with exes like that is abnormal.

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Closing in on 20 years of a high trust marriage. I never cheated on my wife, but early on in our marriage I had an ex reach out to me via LinkedIn. I didn't think much of it at the time, but my wife found out and it clearly hurt her feelings so I killed all communications with the ex.

I've done a lot of fucked up things in my life, but the one thing I've never done is been unfaithful to my wife (physically or emotionally).

Did end up going for a couple days to Ocean City with the family. Told myself I was just going to have a good time and focus on positive things and I think I held up pretty well. Didn’t get into the funk of thinking about being the fifth wheel, etc. Did some beach time, went fishing for the first time and caught a bass that I got to eat later that night, which felt cool as hell. Got to visit an aunt and uncle on the way back and also stop to chat at my grandparents’ graves which I haven’t been able to do for a few years. So overall, was good, except maybe my weight when I got back… Tomorrow, going over to a guildy’s house for a cookout who lives about an hour away, so that should hopefully be fun. Busy week, but it’s keeping me distracted in a good way.