Wrathcaster said:
I took the "bad advice" and made a move on the chick that kept hitting me up over winter break.
Best. Bad. Advice. Ever.
It"s like having sex with a symbiote from spiderman. Only way I can describe it. Holy shit. Crazy person sex is by far the best sex of my life. A++
Now if I can just keep from getting axe murdered, I think I"ll have it made.
Haven"t been axe murdered yet and the girl is surprisingly sweet & into me. We fuck nearly every day of the week but usually 30-45 minutes after we both split. Even after weeks, the sex is incredible. She is supercool hanging out with me at least one night of the weekend, saying she"s down to do anything I want, even if it"s just sitting at home. She encourages me at every turn to go out with dude friends without her. And tells me she fantasizes about me being with other girls?! Seriously, I wouldn"t believe it if I wasn"t actually experiencing this shit. I don"t even tell my friends because I know they"ll just think I"m lying to look cool. But its for reals.
When I took her to a concert, she made out with two different girls in the span of an hour, going so far to get the hotter girl"s number... Who is now sending her nude pics regularly, which my girl shares with me. Fucking sweet. She"s in the process of hooking up a regular thing between the three of us (giggity), but tells me she won"t hang out with her without me because she just wants to date me. When I"m hanging out by myself or just not with her, she randomly sends me nude pics of her. Even when I"m asleep.
Seems perfect enough, but something bothers me about the whole thing. For one, we never go out to bars together unless it"s to have dinner. We never go to clubs together and she tells me about how she denies knowing what my dick looks like when girls at school ask her (lol? is this what all women do when I"m not around?) or even that we"re fucking. She doesn"t acknowledge to anyone that we"re dating... So following her cue, I don"t either. And in all the time we"re at school, save for one class out of the day, she barely says anything to me except when I say something to her. And she"s relatively cold about it, as opposed to how she acts when we"re alone. We haven"t exactly had "the talk" yet about being in a relationship, but she does tell me regularly about how she said something to her mom about me, or how her mom was asking about me... And I"ve got to admit, I wouldn"t mind being in a relationship if it weren"t for this nagging feeling that something is wrong that I"m too dense to see.
She"s got a really short attention span as far as anything but sports goes, and loves to go to clubs and dance, but just with her girl friends. And she freely admits that she gets down dancing with other dudes, if you know what I mean. But she"s quick to let me know she doesn"t go home with anyone and is only hooking up with me. Just recently she told me I wouldn"t like going out to a club with her because I"d just get jealous... Even though I"ve given her no indication I"m the jealous type at all (Hint: I am. I"d clock a motherfucker grabbing on her ass, but how would she know that?)... For fucks sake, we talk all the time about other people we"ve fucked.. I would think that would show the opposite about me. But she"s also weird about another girl I was dating at school before her, always making fun of her & generally letting me know she thinks she"s a stupid bitch (which I agree with). She even tells me that all last semester she was trying to give me hints that she wanted to get with me, but when I wouldn"t get the point she finally was just painfully blunt, at which point I made my original post about the whole thing. And BTW she says she"s off the anxiety/depression meds and seems to me to be relatively unchanged from how she was before.
TL;DR- The girl is virtually perfect for me but for some lingering doubts I have about some conflicting behavior. The difference between how she acts with me and when she"s at school and how she denies any kind of "extracurricular activity" to anyone that asks makes me suspicious, but then again I"ve never really met a girl like her before. Maybe she just wants to keep other people out of our shit. And the deal with her not wanting me to go to clubs with her is very odd, but it"s also possible she just wants to spend time with her girls. Somehow it all adds up to a situation that doesn"t add up to me.
Then again, it"s possible I"m a paranoid asshole who believes anything that seems too good to be true is, and that nothing this good ever happens to me.
What do you think, FoH? I need outside perspective on this.
