The Evelys Apology

Adam12_sl said:

I'm very sorry for this whole mess, and for any pain or harm I've caused
anyone. I don't have any of the site information. I got scared and
deleted everything. I'm still scared, to be honest.

I was in a very bad place in my life when I started pretending to be
someone that I'm not, and I used it as an escape from the hell that my
life was. It became a habit I fell into, and it was very, very wrong of
me to deceive you and others.

I think that it's best if I don't go back to FOH. What I did was
inexcusable, despite any issues I have, and I think it's clear that the
community is better off without me. I offer my deepest apologies. If you
don't mind, please extend them to FOH, for wasting their time, deceiving
them, everything I've done, and anyone my actions affected.

I will never do something like this again. I have to be myself, and not a
figment of my imagination. What I do on the net can affect other people,
and I forgot that. I've been hurt a lot in my life, and I never meant or
wanted to negatively affect other people. I'm ashamed for what I've done.

I've handed the whole FOH/MN situation, if not the last decade of my life,
wrong from top to bottom. I'm very, very sorry. I hurt someone who was a
good friend to me by using their picture. I should never have pretended
to be someone else as an escape from my hell. I didn't man up then and
face it, and it led to this. I should have manned up last night, and
because I'm such a fuckup and I didn't, I deleted 3 days of data and
wasted the time of the FOH community, especially people like you and Tuco
that did so much to try to help make the transition smooth.

I'm trying to man up now. I'm sorry for being a fuckup and for deceiving
you and others.

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