Off the top of my head:
Antidotes and I did essentially all the recruiting, nonstop and fruitlessly
I compiled all mythic strats myself, with live input as we went
People randomly didn't show up, or were wasted, or a myriad of other issues that came with managing a mythic roster
We had a lot of people seriously underperforming
Taural quit the day I quit. He didn't have a chance to post it because he was gonna stick around to help but I decided I was done
If it appeared smooth it's because we talked a lot behind the scenes, i analyzed the fuck out of shit, I stressed over what people would consider very minute details, and I stressed over the big picture. In the end it burnt me out from not only leadership but the guild in whole.
It's there for someone else now. I needed to move on. Call me a pussy, bitch, asshole, whatever. Did what I needed