If you've been watching the Patriots for 40 years then you'd know the feeling pretty well, seeing as how the Patriots were garbage before 2001, and will return to garbage after Brady and Belicheat are gone.
I don't know man, I probably don't ever want kids. I wouldn't mind a nice lady boy though, there's a lot of good rock climbing in Thailand too been meaning to take a trip out there.
Where you at? I'm constantly traveling around the state hiking and climbing and shit. Was just out by Albany last weekend and had to cancel a trip to Ithaca because of the thunderstorms.