Dealing with addiction

LulzSect

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Definitely not. It's still the same story. I just can't drink because then I seek that. Can't seem to go more than 2 weeks sober, if that.

Sure it was fun and what not going home with a gorgeous broad and partying, etc. Still frustrated at my behavior. Just can't move forward in my life if I keep fucking doing this and I'm frustrated at me and venting here

Like how do you save yourself from your self
 
Vanderhoof

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Most people are unable to stop using drugs/alcohol on their own and require treatment.
 
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Mrs. Gravy

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LulzSect said:
Definitely not. It's still the same story. I just can't drink because then I seek that. Can't seem to go more than 2 weeks sober, if that.

Sure it was fun and what not going home with a gorgeous broad and partying, etc. Still frustrated at my behavior. Just can't move forward in my life if I keep fucking doing this and I'm frustrated at me and venting here

Like how do you save yourself from your self
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Oh LulzSect LulzSect , please keep trying; seek a new self; keep the good parts of the old self, acknowledge the "less than" parts of the old self for the lessons. Do what Vanderhoof says knowing it's fucking hard...and vent it.
 
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LulzSect

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Thanks for the kind words forum chums. I'm home binging on Preacher and Chinese food tonight.

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jayrebb

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Good call. I got spoiled by NAME REDACTED posting his own spoiler response and breaking the /spoiler tag of the post he was quoting, while somehow forgetting spoiler tags of his own.

I got double spoilered, but like a boss I told mods to just fix it.
 
ZyyzYzzy

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jayrebb said:
Good call. I got spoiled by NAME REDACTED posting his own spoiler response and breaking the /spoiler tag of the post he was quoting, while somehow forgetting spoiler tags of his own.

I got double spoilered, but like a boss I told mods to just fix it.
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Good thing I reported his post and he got banned off of my report you cuck
 
Screamfeeder

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Off the wagon for the last few days.

Lost a dear friend to some bullshit.
Almost put a bullet through my monitor so I wouldn't self commiserate with morons online.

Thinking it's time for a massive life change. or a doubling down. not sure yet.
 
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Hoss

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The double post was NOT the internet telling you to double down.
 
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Kiroy

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Screamfeeder said:
Off the wagon for the last few days.

Lost a dear friend to some bullshit.
Almost put a bullet through my monitor so I wouldn't self commiserate with morons online.

Thinking it's time for a massive life change. or a doubling down. not sure yet.
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Sorry buddy.
 
Cad

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Screamfeeder said:
Thank you to whoever cleaned that up.

Sorry I went off.
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LulzSect

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Yeah, I continue to fall off the wagon.

I came clean to my folks about my "issues". I'm handing over financial control of my income to them and moving out of my party scene neighborhood soon.

Next step is finding out a closer place for counseling. I'm frustrated as fuck that I have to do this, but I can't seem to break out of not doing this shit. At least I didn't fuck up my job this time.

Only success I had was when I was doing out patient rehab after work in 2015. As dumb and unnecessary as I thought it was, it did help me stay sober a few months.

Moving to a party scene neighborhood did not help. I'm not sure if I got into more trouble there in the last 2 years or during my midtown days with my ex years ago.

Drugs are bad kids.
 
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