Actually talked with her tonight. I can barely fucking type this. I could literally stab her to death. I know this is a stupid thing to write, but holy fuck. My vision keeps making everything all bright, and I'm breathing faster than shit. If she knocked on my door right now I would stab her 500 times, and then jump up and down on her fucking body until it was paste. I've never been this mad in my entire life, just shaking all over mad. Holy fuck. I'm not acting on anything, I'm going to calm down, and I'm going to go to sleep, and I'm going to wake up in a few hours and play some final fantasy and not think about it.
Suffice it to say, I don't have the title. She's intent on the only way I'm getting it back is showing up at the entrance to her gated community with $200. I'm fine with that. At this point fuck it, I'm literally willing to get stabbed over this, I'm so fucking mad. However, friends in Vegas are not willing to help, friends here are busy. So, the only way this happens is if I drive up alone, and meet her at night. I'm serious that part of me is fucking fine with that, I'm so mad. If it was a 10 minute drive I would be headed there now. Everyone telling me not to do it, plus the part of my brain thats not INSANE right now, is stopping me, but FUCKING FUCK.
And she quoted Jesus at me. Fucking religious shit, which just angers me more. Told me I need to break bread like Jesus said. I have no idea what the fuck that means other than some fucking piece of shit sub human.... I have no idea. I want her to fucking die right now.
FUCK.