It does sound like that! Unforunately Love and Like can be 2 completely seperate concepts and are not required to overlap.
This is basically it. She has so far been very conciliatory on wanting to make sure everything is fair and equal. I just let her know that me losing the house would sour that arrangement and make it less productive. If she thinks she's making me happy and in the process it gives her the peace of mind of knowing she might be able to come back, then great. I mean, it's not like it's ever going to be in writing anywhere that I HAVE to take her back, so what the fuck do I care what she thinks? It's possible that my life is in such a state that I'd let her come back as long as she agreed to up her fucking game. But it's also possible I'll be balls deep in several other prospects at the time and not really see the point. I lose nothing from this.
You know, it's kinda funny, I thought about this the other day, and I've never yelled at any of my other relationships. I've gone entire adult sexual relationships with people without them ever hearing me raise my voice, from beginning to "you need to never talk to me again" after some of the craziest shit I've ever heard.
But you know what? I reserve the right to yell at people who think this is what an office looks like. And I'm not gonna feel bad about it one fucking bit.View attachment 161877
If I ask you on Sunday to clean up some shit this week, and by Wednesday you've done nothing, I'll remind you that things need to be done. And if by the following Sunday, nothing has been done, I'll say that I'm disappointed that I can't get a simple task out of her and ask it again. And then when Sunday rolls around again and not a fucking thing has been done - well, sorry, but you're getting yelled at because you need to step up your fucking game at life.
And as it turns out, it works out fine with ground rules. It does not work out fine when one party is completely inappropriate with their emotional attachment. We call this party "Women."
... Don't blame this on "women are crazy", ...
I bet the whole banging other chicks after she had kids had zero to do with her checking out on the relationship.....
This is going to come off as harsh, but she probably was dead inside and too nice to say anything until your shift change made her resentment of the thing something she could no longer internalize. Then she got with another guy and found out that she didn't have to live as the second choice all the time. I get that you are hurting, but I think you are being unrealistic if you think being the sole person with side action is not super corrosive for a relationship. You had to know by the fact that she never took that option herself until your shift change made things different that she could not have been as thrilled as you apparently were with the whole open relationship thing, at least deep down. But you went with what served yourself best, despite having kids in the mix. Jesus, man....
What you are going through sucks, but its going better for you than a lot of men who got dumped through no fault of their own. Don't blame this on "women are crazy", when there were clearly by your own admission a fair number of red flags you chose to ignore before things got to this point. I am sure you care about your kids and maybe even your soon to be ex. But I think you cared about yourself more, or you would have not been in an open relationship when there were problems to be solved with your marriage.
I thought your wife was Asian, not Puerto Rican?My wife would not only yell but she would probably cut you if you left the house like that.
I hope you dont wonder why your children turn out like your soon to be ex in a decade or two and you are pulling out your grey hairs dealing with your mulatto grand children.
Seriously, for the love of god going forward put your children first, not some random piece of ass. Nothing will fuck up your kids more than seeing you interact in a toxic manner with your ex, and whores off the internet.
Yes, very much so.Nah, I'm right on the money. Portuguese like to stab too?
You think children turn into well adjusted adults when they come from homes that fell apart due to open relationships with parents that place higher value on their sex life with random people than time with their family?Are you serious with this shit?
I know a lot of people here like to use that "virtue signaling" buzzword. This entire post fits that description precisely.
You think children turn into well adjusted adults when they come from homes that fell apart due to open relationships with parents that place higher value on their sex life with random people than time with their family?