Several things rolled into one thing;
- Trump, on a social media platform almost nobody uses, threatening to use Weapons of Mass Destruction in a war being fought on behalf of a country and people committing a genocide on my skin colour through engineered attrition.
- A country and people I used to not have any issue with are so out of control that I am actually embracing, for the first time in my life, racism and a genuine dislike for them, their ways, their practices, and their hubristic arrogance.
- That everyone in power is just going along with that group's activities, crimes, and their sheer perversion of language, law, right, morality, and global order.
- That in spite of that I still believe "Not all <whatever except pedophiles>" but my patience is wearing thin
- And, of course, the sheer powerless in the face of it that I exist in, we exist in. We can't do anything about me, me less so for being Canadian. It's just going to happen because we bred out the killer/animal instinct in favour of being Civilized.
- The whole world feels out of control and insane, we are all lead by some combination of inept, stupid, corrupt, evil, useless, narcissistic, pieces of shit and there is nothing we can do about it. Whole world is going fucking topsy turvy and we just get to ride the coaster and wait for the whole thing to derail. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- That any of the above rustles my jimmies at all. I used to be unplugged, I miss that ignorance, I miss when my family, video games, and our dogs were all I cared about.
Not impressed with the world right now.
Also, it is really starting to seem like the diamond polishing compounds I am using have all had a contamination issue at the diamond powder, pre-compound, stage and it's making polishing a fucking chore and that just makes everything worse.
I am mostly rustled over the compound thing because it's fucking with my zen.
Global fucking epidemic of incompetence.