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Not much to explain, just got laid off back in May.

Lol, no. Amazing dude that I like online I've posted in here about. Doesn't matter now, though!

I do actually remember clicking my first meatspin back on old FoH. Man, the FSR, etc. introduced me to the true wonders of the internet back in the day.

Still here, unfortunately. Still up ‘til 6am hanging out with a guy that has no feelings for me. I don’t get it, but whatever; it is what it is, I guess. Just trying to turn all those feelings off, now. Feeling far too numb and lazy to work through my list of shit to do, like get health...

The hot zone rules sounded cool and fun. It's the rest of the ruleset that blows rotten balls.

This shit has rustled me fierce, too.

Feel like the idiot brigade was supposed to just be the showing of what Saw was saying about how much rebel cells were worthless, unorganized garbage, but I realize that's a stretch and if it was it wasn't handled well.

Brother came over today for lunch. Nice of him, but not sure if it really helped at all. Mom's driving up tomorrow since she's worried I might do something bad. She's not wrong. Feel like there's nothing left to live for. I can only listen to so many "it'll get better"s. It's never gotten...

Got friend-zoned, BTW. Lol. At least the band-aid’s been ripped off.

Now that I’m a jobless loser with no insurance, I guess I only have one week of therapy left because I sure as hell won’t be able to afford it now. Hell I might already be fucked, as my insurance has yet to process any of my therapy visits so I don’t even know how fucking much they even covered...

My entire company was remote, save for a little office here and there, so return to office was never a threat there. Sucks.

Would be preferred, but I am still an hour away from DC, so if I gotta commute, then I guess I gotta commute.

Restructure. Took out my boss, one of my teammates that I know of, director of NA, my brother's boss (not sure if he's in the clear yet, either). I'm sure some others that I didn't hear about.

I've also never been fired before. Getting a severance package contingent on the separation agreement, blah blah blah. I'm assuming it'd be prudent to have a lawyer check over this before signing anything? I'm far too stupid for legalese.

Grown-up forum is sacred. He can fuck right off.

Just got fired. I'm assuming it's a hellscape out there for devs, currently? Haven't had to job hunt in a decade; not really sure where to start.

If anyone watches Team Dominator, they just had the wildest fucking tornado intercept and took a direct hit from the suction vortex. Crazy mother fuckers. But they got a successful probe launch into one (cannon included). Also corn.

Another shit day. It’s pretty much all shit days at this point. Whoever said exercise helps with this shit was lying because it’s not fucking working. Nothing ever does. I don’t know what the fuck else I’m supposed to do. I’m eating better, I’m working out, I’m going to therapy, I just can’t...

I hadn't checked mine yet because I'm lazy. Not worth doing, then?

So sad this is over, but happy it didn't get drawn out and degraded in quality by trying to milk it. Shame it probably won't get the widespread credit it deserves, though. What a goddamn masterpiece.

Is this a challenge?

I would be ashamed of our posters if that wasn’t a take.

You know, a while back there was someone here giving away a PS4 Pro and at the time I really fucking wanted to play Horizon Zero Dawn. For a brief fraction of a second, I figured there was probably a sure fire way to win that thing. Thankfully I have some small shred of dignity in me still...

I remember when I was young, my mom told me I had to use my “womanly wiles.” I thought that meant flashing people and wondered why on earth my mom would want me to do that.

Keep trying. You're not getting them, sir.

Spent most of therapy today trying to figure out what I want to do with my family. I don’t want to cut them off, I’m pretty sure, but I am feeling hurt and do feel like being a petty bitch and letting them know that. I don’t really want to go to OC with them, but maybe instead of going the whole...

I'm not sure it'd be worth it at this point. Almost everything is going to just be a pre-existing condition at this point and not covered.

Haven’t gone anywhere, sorry. Didn’t mean to make my bitching sound so final solution-y. I’m just exhausted from trying. Want to just say fuck it and cut my family off and just not deal with it. Fuck hoping for a relationship, fuck my job, fuck the therapy, and just ride out being miserable and...

He’s a big man, now, but he still has his baby voice. Husband plans to take him whenever he moves out and it breaks my heart. It would be selfish of me to keep all three cats, though. I worry because he and Arya get along so well and play with each other all the time. Just also sucks not being...

I think I'm ready to give up. I've just got too many issues, too much baggage. No one's going to want to deal with that from me. The therapy's helped in determining the why of things, but I still feel completely powerless to do anything about them in any meaningful way. I've been this way...

Welcome, fag.

Is there like some guide to communication in general? Some ways to practice? Anything? I'm fucking terrible at it. Anytime there was a problem I would only ever bring it up once and if it got brushed aside, I just buried it and was done with it, but that's obviously a shit way to do things and...

Pretty sure he had the same reaction when he learned I hang out here on FoH.

Nextdoor's shit probably rustles me the most with this. They have an option to show newest first...but it's an option that fucking expires, so after 60 days you have to remember to select it again. What the actual fuck.

And I guarantee you a large number of people still clicked that shit. I work for a damn cybersecurity company and we still get a 3% hit on the fucking “you won an Amazon gift card” phishing campaigns. It’s depressing.

I’ve always appreciated your posts here. I think they help give some hope and insight that when shitty things happen, it’s still possible to get through it and life can still go on if you can be strong.

Another bitch I have is while I’m on the engineering team I’m also stuck doing operational shit for our content production team (a hell I don’t think I’ll ever be free from) and the dumbasses on that team are constantly contacting me as they make their little project plans for the year asking if...

Parents got home from their month-long vacation the other day. Stopped by my house on their way home. Got maybe 10 minutes with them. Didn’t even get to do a lunch or something before they went home. Told them as usual to text me when they’re home since it’s a long drive. Never got a text so I...

I don't think there's anything more fucking rustling that some fucker pinging me on Slack to let me know they sent me an email. I saw your fucking email, I'll respond to it when I feel it's important enough to.

I've always wanted to harness train my cats. Arya I was able to teach her to get into the harness fine, but I would just walk her around my old apartment hallway and the slightest noise she would freak out at. Tried to expose her plenty to that before I tried taking her outside, but she never...